Chapter 13

“I mean after all that and still…” he pauses to pout “Nothing… You get nothing” Austin laughs hideously and I stop picking at my finger nails to look up at him. Sometimes I want to punch him.

“Hmm.”

“Don’t worry champ, you’ll get her next time” Drew pats me in the back and I turn to glare at him.

They don’t get it and I can’t really blame them because neither do I. I didn’t go to Sparks’ last night to fuck. I didn’t want to. That wasn’t part of my agenda. And that somehow scares the shit out of me. Am I broken?

I sigh and shake my head trying to rid myself of the stupid thoughts. I was just high, yeah… Yeah that’s it. High on whatever shit Austin poisoned us with.

“Fuck off” I scoff too deep in my thoughts to come up with a killer response.

I needed to prove to them that I wasn’t soft and being a simp for a woman who had no interest in me whatsoever. I needed to prove to me that I wasn’t becoming someone’s bitch again.

I needed to get my mind off Sparks and also prove to myself that I wasn’t broken.

“I have to go guys” I mumble already turning to leave before I can get a response.

“Go where, Ali?” Austin calls out and I save my energy because I’d for sure laser his head off if I glared at him.

**
The boys are acting like I’ve lost my charm or something… When the truth is I haven’t, it just doesn’t work on Sparks. And I don’t want it to. I don’t want her, if I did she would be begging me like the rest of them.

“Well hello there sexy…” I smile leaning against the wall and she turns looking up from her phone and flipping her hair out of her face.

My eyes trail down her body and I almost immediately feel like ripping that red thigh-length dress off her body. It molded her curves perfectly, too perfectly, her cleavage open, and tits peeking out in a way that forced me to make eye contact with them instead of her.

“Well, well, well, look who we have here” she smirks, eyebrows raised. Fuck, I’d have to work for this too?

“Ye…” I go to speak but get brutally interrupted as Tia points me.

“Let me answer that, the girl who had the audacity to leave me waiting for her at a party” she smiles looking me up and down as she folds her arms across her chest. I forgot about that.

“Come on some shit happened, okay?” Sparks happened “Besides, I know you could easily get someone else to get you off” I step closer to her, hoping it actually sounds like a compliment.

“Of course,” she scoffs a laugh “But not like you would.” There’s a bunch of attractive stuff about Tia, but her confidence and ability to flirt and meet in the middle has to be among the top three.

“Is that so?” I wag my eyebrows, leaning closer to her, and she giggles.

“Yeah” she nods, a small cringe on her face as she leans into me “It was a total waste of time” she pouts. I love how she sucks up to me, feeding my ego and making me feel like super-fucking-man. HA!

“Well, you’ll be glad to hear that I’m feeling a little generous this afternoon. How about I make it up to you?” I sling my arm around her waist and pull her to me

“Sounds interesting, tell me more.”

“Since there’s always some nosy bitch in the lady’s room… How about I give you a tour of the basketball locker room while slamming your back on each locker and your head on all six walls?” I raise a brow looking through her eyes trying to find something I know I won’t.

“Ouch…” she moans softly “What the fuck are you waiting for?”

I scoff and without a word, grab her arm pulling her along with me “Fuck, I can’t wait to rip that dress off you.”

“You can’t do that” she giggles “We’re in campus, remember?”

I stop abruptly and turn to face her making her run into me her head lightly hitting my chest.

“Would you really mind if I do?” I raise a brow, pulling her close to me, and pressing my body against hers. “And before you answer that…” I grab one of her hands and trail it down my body to the spot between my legs and watch as her eyes widen gasping when she feels the bulge there. Boy, am I glad I was packing today…

“I bet that will make it up to you” I whisper.

The grin she gives me answers my question and I start pulling her along with me again.

_

I slam the door shut and slam her against it as promised, locking lips with her immediately. My hand tangling through her curls as the other digs into her waist my lips latched to her soft ones.

I release all the lust, hunger, and weird emotions I feel when I’m with Sparks and can’t let out because… well just because.

She knows her worth, Ali. You’re not worthy.

The images of a naked Sparks in front of me, her voice moaning my name, the nagging thought of her being the damn thing in my head even when I’m tongue deep in someone else- Fuck.

I dig my teeth into her bottom lip my grip tightening around waist. I just needed a fucking outlet.

“I’m going to fuck you so hard against these walls.” I groan, my hand pushing through her curls and tagging her head back to expose her neck that I start devouring like some hungry vampire.

“Mmhm” Tia pants holding me tight by the hair.

Finding it hard to go on like this, with her fully dressed and the parts that I want exposed covered, I hold her dress by the straps and roughly pull it, tearing the straps off along with upper part of the dress. I want her bear and helpless. Helpless.

“Holy crap! Cain” she whines “My dress” then points out the obvious. Who gave a shit about that now?

“What dress?” I scoff; I just ripped it apart with one try. “Let’s deal with that issue when we get there, alright? Now, come get what you want.” My eyes are roaming all over her body, taking in a half-naked Tia with only panties on as she pulls the rest of the dress off. I wince. Fuck she was unbelievably hot.

Tia rolls her eyes, smirking as she slowly walks towards me, her chest bare, and tits bouncing. “You’re so fucking bossy…” she mutters her hand tangling in my hair as she pulls me in for another kiss, my hands snaking around her waist to press her naked body against mine.

“That’s what you like about me” I breathe breaking off the kiss and she watches me through her long lashes as her hands drop between us unbuttoning my cargo pants.

I stop her before her hands go further, that was enough help from her, then I push her against the wall, kissing her again as one of my hands pulls her panties down her legs.

“We should do this quick before people come” she pants.

“Don’t… Don’t tell me what to do” I raise my fore-finger to shut her up. That was the last thing I needed right now.

I lift one of her legs and she hooks it around my waist, then I look down between us enjoying the view of her legs spread as she waits for me to pleasure her. She wants me.

I dig my hand into my pants and pull out the strap on, my mouth literally watering with anticipation. I could feel the excitement radiating from her as I drink her body in, leaning closer to rub the head of the strap against her clit.

“No teasing” her breath hitches, voice soft with need, and her eyes downcast as she watches me tease her with the strap on.

“Still telling me what to do, Tia” I clench my jaw concentrating on the task at hand.

“F…uck sorry” she whines her body tensing when I increase my pace a bit.

I lean in closer to her, pulling her nipple between my teeth, and lightly gritting my teeth against it, my body shuddering when she winces then moans. Her hand push through my hair again, her long scary nails digging into my scalp as I harshly suck on her already sore nipple in return.

The tension is growing between us, our breathing and sounds getting louder as I let go of the plastic dick and dip my fingers into her cunt.

“You’re so fucking wet for me” I groan and she moans in response. If I wasn’t skeptical of these floors, I’d be on my knees right now, appreciating this cunt just like it was appreciating me. Me.

“Fuck” she whines, grinding into my fingers and I hum watching her movements.

I pull away when her movements bore me and grab the strap again aligning it with her entrance, giving her something else to use.

Because that’s all you’re good for, Ali. Being used.

“It is” I mumble to myself roughly pushing the dick into her, watching as it disappears inside her. Too much in my head to even pay attention to her gaspy moan.

That’s all you’re good for, Ali.

Tia gracefully brings me back when her fingers digs into my shoulder, her body shuddering as I thrust into her, and her back slamming into the tiled wall behind her.

“Yeah, that’s right use me” I lift her up, forcing her to straddle my waist, and I grab onto her hips drowning in the sounds around the room. Not her annoying loud moans and my pants, no. The sounds her wet cunt is making every time I thrust in and out of her, that sound is honest. It doesn’t lie or sound annoying like her mouth does.

Out of pure instinct, I look up at her and press my hand to her mouth, muffling her moans and loud breathing. Some people would find that offensive, but Tia’s eyes roll all the way back and she finds a way to sound even louder groaning as one of her hands drop to rub on her clit. Fuck, why did I find that hot?

“Fuck, Cain. Just like that” she mumbles, her words way too audible for my liking and my hand tightens around her mouth, ignoring the fact I could also be cutting off her air circulation. She was into this too and I needed to pay attention to her wet cunt and the voices in my head.

I bury my head in her neck hardening my movements and groaning as I mark her. The voice in my head was wrong. She wasn’t using me; I was using her.

“Fuck, you like it when I use you, don’t you Sparks?” I grit, the name slipping way too naturally from my lips, but Tia is too far gone to tease me about it.

She lets out a muffled cry that echoes in the empty room, her hand movement matching my thrusts as her eyes flutter shut.

My eyes flutter shut too and I gulp. Sparks letting me use her. Holy shit.

I nuzzle her neck again and let out some aggression, my teeth sinking into her neck.

She needed me, she was taking pleasure from no one else but me and I would give it to her, fuck I would give it to her.

Her nails dig deeper into me and I feel their wrath even through my jumper, groaning louder than her muffled cries. I bang my fist on the wall behind her as she presses her hips against me thrusting into me like I am her.

**
I take off my shirt and throw it to Tia. Trust me my t-shirt was way more decent than what she wore at times, not that I was complaining.

“Thanks” she nods pulling it on and it does the trick making her look, kind of cute?

“Are you okay?” I ask still a bit out of breath as I push my hair back.

“Yeah, just a little sore nothing I can’t handle” she winks at me and I smile. Trust me, I could see me all over her. Several hickeys on her neck, a harsh bite mark, finger prints on her cheeks from shutting her up, very messy hair, and her shredded dress in hand.

The door bursts open and I hear a familiar voice.

“Back to your old tricks I see…” Drew comments just as I turn to look at them.

“Jesus, Cain what did I tell you about fucking girls in here?” Austin frowns.

“Don’t do it without you?” I confirm raising my eyebrows.

“Yeah, what happened to that? What happened to our bro code?” he points between us and I roll my eyes.

“I couldn’t drag you out of class now, could I?”

“Umm, you could wait…” he raises his eyebrows as if it’s obvious.

“You have a problem” I nod slowly before Drew speaks up.

“Holy shit, she’s hot.”

“Her name’s Tia” I introduce pointing to Tia who was still fixing the shirt that covered her all the way to her thighs.

“Your casual fuck?” Austin whispers as if Tia isn’t right there and can hear everything.

“I have to give it to you here” he nods. “Hey, the name’s Austin… You probably think they’re good…” he points me “But wait till you have me”. Oh brother.

“Is that so?” Tia scoffs a laugh and I stand there feeling completely nothing as she entertains their stupidity. This is how it should be.

“Of course, they are nothing compared to me, I can take you to heaven and bring you back baby” Drew says and I cringe.

“Okay that’s enough assholes” I laugh raising my hands to silence them.

“Come on, Cain-” Austin looks at me as I pull my jumper on.

“Hey, it’s her choice not mine” I shrug raising my hands in defense then look back at Tia. “We should head out. It’ll be full in here soon”. I run my hand through my hair a few more times to tame it.

“Mm’k” she smiles at the boys as she waves at them and winces when she takes her first step, slightly alarming me.

“You sure you’re fine?”

“Yes… Let’s go.”

“You already broke her before me?” Austin teases as we walk out and Tia flips him off making me chuckle.

“Shit… It smells like sex in here, we should probably hurry up and leave before people come and think it was us” Austin mutter to Drew.

“Why the fuck would they think that?” Drew chuckles and I shake my head holding back a chuckle myself.

I lock the door behind us and Tia adjusts her t-shirt once more and looks up at me.

“So, are you feeling as freshly fucked as you look?” I ask her feeling pretty proud of myself. I still got it. Take that Sparks.

“You know I do” she giggles.

The point of this was to distract myself, to prove that I was no one’s bitch, and to stop thinking of the same person like it was a disease. But I still thought about the person when I did everything in there… It was like some sort of curse.

Would embracing it make it go away?

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Not my best work but ey, you read it if you’re reading this so…😌yeah.

Oh. and happy trans visibility dayy!!

Re-editing me here, I just edited bad smut and I kind of hope I made it better not sure, this book was the first ever gxg smut I have ever written. So Cain and Tia’s smut are my first ever gxg smut. I hope I did good though, I wanted to save the best for my Flamey, don’t know whether that worked though. Anywhoo you know what to do with that finger you beautiful son of a bitch.