Chapter 17

J: We should be back by Wednesday. I miss you so much, baby! ❤️

Me: I miss you too! Please stay safe 😘

It had been a month since Texas, and I’d been forced onto leave. The Bureau called it standard procedure-time to recover, both physically and mentally. I called it torture.

The stitches along my torso were healing slower than expected, each movement still pulling uncomfortably. The ones on my head, though, were nearly gone, leaving behind a scar on the side of my forehead-a lasting reminder of that brutal headbutt.

Being away from the job, away from the team, away from her-it all felt unnatural. I knew I needed the rest, but that didn’t make the days any less frustrating.

JJ and the team were down in Alabama on a case. I was unbelievably horny, and no matter what I did, nothing seemed to take the edge off.

I groaned, tossing my phone onto the couch beside me. It wasn’t just about the physical need-it was her. The way she touched me, the way she looked at me like I was the only person in the world. It had been weeks since I’d felt her, and the ache was getting unbearable.

I debated calling her, maybe teasing her a little, but she was still on the case. The last thing I wanted was to be a distraction when she needed to focus.

Instead, I sighed and ran a hand down my face, shifting in my seat. Just a few more days. Then she’d be back. And when she was, I wasn’t going to let her out of my sight-or my hands.

To take my mind off of everything, I decided to go out. One of my friends was in town from London and told me about this new bar that had just opened up downtown. It wasn’t my usual scene, but I figured a change of scenery might help. Anything was better than sitting around, stewing in my own frustration.

I threw on a fitted jacket, ran a hand through my hair, and grabbed my keys. As much as I missed her, I couldn’t spend another night pacing my apartment, checking my phone every five minutes.

As I was on my way out the door, JJ was walking off of the elevator. She had flowers and a little gift bag.

I froze, my heart skipping a beat as our eyes met. For a second, I thought I was imagining her-maybe my desperation had finally gotten the best of me. But then she smiled, that familiar, breathtaking smile, and I knew she was real.

“Hey, baby,” she said softly, her voice warm and teasing. “Going somewhere?”

I smirked, shoving my keys back into my pocket. ” I was, but something tells me my plans just got a whole lot better.”

She stepped closer and pulled me into a slow, lingering kiss. “I missed you more than you know,” she murmured against my lips, her breath warm and familiar.

My mind was still trying to piece everything together-she was supposed to be in Alabama, wasn’t she?

I pulled back just enough to search her face. “Wait… what are you doing here? I thought you weren’t coming back until Wednesday.”

JJ smirked, brushing her fingers through my hair. “We closed the case early. Hotch gave me the rest of the week off. I wanted to surprise you.”

I huffed out a soft laugh, shaking my head. “You definitely did.”

She grabbed my hand and took me back to my apartment, quickly making our way towards the couch. She grinned and nudged the gift bag toward me. “Go on, open it.”

Curious, I reached inside and pulled out a neatly folded black T-shirt. When I unfolded it, I saw her FBI academy logo printed across the front.

I laughed, shaking my head. “You’re claiming me now?”

She shrugged, mischief twinkling in her eyes. “I figured you needed a reminder of who you belong to.”

I turned on some soft, slow music and stood up from my seat on the couch. I reached out my hand to JJ, my voice quieter now, full of intent. “Come dance with me.”

She hesitated for a moment, her eyes searching mine, and then slowly, with a smile that made my chest tighten, she took my hand.

I pulled her into my arms gently, her body fitting perfectly against mine as we began to sway, the music wrapping around us like a soft embrace. Her head nestled into the crook of my neck, and I inhaled the scent of her hair, grounding myself in the moment. The rhythm of the song was slow, and so was the dance, every movement tender and unhurried.

I pulled her closer, my hand resting against the small of her back as we moved together. “I never forgot. I’ve been thinking about you nonstop, for days.” As we swayed back and forth, I bent down and kissed her neck.

She sighed softly, her fingers curling into the fabric of my shirt as she tilted her head to give me more access. “I know,” she whispered, her voice barely above a breath. “I’ve felt it too.”

Her hand slid up to my chest, her touch light, yet there was firmness to it that made my heart race. My hands wrapped themselves around her waist, closing the gap. She looked up at me, her lips parted, eyes dark with desire, her breath coming in shallow bursts.

Our lips melded together; she ran her tongue against my lips. I quickened the pace by putting my hands down to her ass. Her hands moved to the sides of my face; I felt her thumb graze my bottom lip as our kiss deepened.

I leaned back, opening my mouth to allow her thumb inside. Her mouth dropped open, watching me suck on her thumb. JJ quickly kisses me again, this time more aggressively. We started moving towards my bedroom, but it was too slow. I grabbed her thighs and lifted her up, her legs wrapping around my hips.

We made it to the edge of my bed. I put her down; then she pushed me on my bed, her eyes were as dark as the night. “Let me take care of you tonight. I know you’ve been waiting for a long time for this.” She started stripping off her clothes, revealing a black lace bra with matching panties.

“Is it my birthday?” I said while pulling her back down for a kiss.

She unbuttoned my shirt but ignored the last three buttons and tore it off hastily. “Just taking care of you since I’ve been a little occupied.” She kissed down my neck, biting, leaving marks. I felt myself get wetter and wetter every time she touched me.

In one quick motion, she took off my bra and threw it on the ground; devouring my boobs as soon as my bra was out of sight. “Fuck! Baby, that feels so good!”

JJ unzipped my trousers, and she slipped two fingers into my core. The moans I let out were pornographic; I’ve never sounded like this before. She couldn’t hide her smile as she sped up her thrusts.

“Oh my god, you’re so wet, babe.” She started taking off my pants. “I know you’ve been holding this in. Why didn’t you tell me you needed me while I was gone?”

She laid down in between my legs and kissed my thighs. She stuck out her tongue and started playing with my clit. The sensation made me start grinding my hips onto her tongue, wanting more. I looked down and saw my juices all over her mouth.

As she curled her fingers towards my g-spot, she kissed up my stomach to my breasts. I watched as she slowly bit my nipple and gave it a slight pull. I felt myself getting close, “Fuck J, I’m so close! Please keep going!” I whimpered loudly.

She quickened her pace and wrapped her free hand around my throat. I threw my head back into the pillows, my clit was so sensitive to the point where I needed to tap out. JJ started circling my clit with her thumb. My breathing picked up, and my jaw dropped open as I was pushed over the edge into my orgasm; my legs started shaking, and my knuckles were white from gripping the headboard.

“You taste so fucking good baby,” she whispered in my ear. J reached down to my opening and stuck two fingers back, slowly pulling them back out. She put her soaking wet fingers in my mouth. She stared at me as I used my tongue to clean off my juices.

I sat up and leaned against the headboard before pulling her on top of me for a rough and hard kiss, that lingered for a couple seconds after. “I need a drink after that, I don’t think anyone has ever fucked me like that. You knew what you were doing, Jareau.”

“Was there even a question?” She murmured, her fingers tracing along my jawline.

I swallowed hard, my hands gripping her hips as she leaned down, her lips hovering just above mine. “Not for a second.” Her pussy was dripping, I could feel her juices everytime she moved.

I ran my fingers through her hair as I bit her lip; she let out a soft whimper as I pulled. I started rubbing her clit through the fabric of her lacy panties. I moved her underwear to the side, watching her juices drip onto my stomach.

The eight-inch dildo under my bed was calling. I got down, grabbed the box that had the toy, and pulled it out. JJ’s eyes grew big; she got on her knees and slowly crawled toward me. She wrapped her arms around my neck, and her soft lips met mine.

“What are we going to do with this?” She had the biggest smile on her face.

“I’m going to fuck the shit out of you.” I smirked while fastening the harness.

I pushed JJ on her back. I grabbed her legs and pulled her to the edge of the bed, hearing her sharp intake of breath. I got on my knees and immediately dove into her warm pussy. Her moans and facial expressions told me to keep going.

“Fuck yes, you’re tongue feels so good, y/n!” She moaned as I teased her, opening with my tongue.

Her breathing started to pick up, she ran her fingers through my hair, sending shivers down my spine. She held my head so I couldn’t breath, I kept fucking her with my tongue until she came all over my face.

“Baby, I want you to fuck me, hard.”

“You want me to fuck you? Want me to make you cum?”

Before she could respond, I slowly pushed myself into her. Her hands were gripping the sheets, and she let out a moan that my neighbors definitely heard. I lifted her legs over my shoulder just to make her opening tighter.

“You’re so tight, J, you doing ok?”

“Mhm, go faster, daddy, please, I’m so close!” she groaned

She covered her loud moans with her mouth, I bent down to kiss her neck. I found the perfect spot that made her squirm. Watching the strap go in and out of her could have made me cum. Her moans, her body, everything about this moment made me love her more.

The bed creaked with every thrust I pushed into her, her eyes rolled to the back of her head. “I-I’m gonna fucking cum all over you! Keep going, y/n!” Her body started to shake, her nails digging into my back, her orgasm lasted for a couple of seconds.

After she calmed down, I slowly pulled myself out. Her pussy dripped onto my sheets, the sight made me wanted to do this all over again. “Let me clean you up, you did so good for me.” I kissed down stomach to her pussy, licking up all of her juices.

JJ sat up, pulling me onto her chest, her arms wrapped securely around me. Her fingers traced slow, soothing patterns along my back. Still catching her breath, “You keep surprising me. And I don’t think I can do a round 3.”

I chuckled against her skin, pressing a soft kiss to her shoulder. “That’s a first,” I teased, my voice laced with exhaustion and satisfaction. “I could fuck you every minute of every day.”

She let out a breathy laugh, “Don’t tempt me. You wanna join me for a bath?”

I hummed against her skin; the idea of warm water and her body against mine was more than tempting. “If I ever say no to that, lock me up,” I murmured, pressing a slow kiss to her collarbone.

She slipped out of bed, stretching as she walked toward the bathroom. I took a moment to admire her naked body before following.

Steam was already beginning to fill the bathroom as she turned on the faucet, testing the temperature with her fingers. The soft glow of the vanity lights cast a warm hue over her skin, making her look even more irresistible.

She glanced over her shoulder, catching me staring, and smirked. “Are you coming, or just stand there looking pretty?”

I stepped forward, wrapping my arms around her waist from behind, pressing a kiss just below her ear. “Can’t I do both?”

She turned in my arms, straddling me, her fingers sliding into my hair as she pulled me into a kiss-slow, deep, intoxicating. The sound of the water filling the tub faded into the background, drowned out by the way she felt against me.

Reluctantly, she pulled back, her lips swollen, her breathing unsteady. “Get in,” she murmured, stepping into the tub first, sinking into the steaming water with a satisfied sigh.

I followed, slipping in behind her, pulling her against my chest. The warmth of the water surrounded us, but it was nothing compared to the heat between us. I ran my hands lazily over her arms, down her sides, savoring the feel of her skin beneath my fingertips.

She tilted her head back against my shoulder, exhaling contently. “This is exactly what I needed. You know, when I was gone, I couldn’t get you out of my head.”

I pressed a slow kiss to her shoulder, my lips lingering against her damp skin. “Yeah?” I murmured, letting my hands wander over her stomach, holding her close.

She hummed, her hands wrapped around the back of my neck. “Mhm. Work has not been the same without you. Why don’t we…”

“Why don’t we what, J?”

She hesitated for a moment, her fingers tracing light patterns along my skin. Then, she turned her head slightly, her lips just inches from mine. “Why don’t we make this official?”

My heart stuttered, but my grin was immediate. “Are you asking me to be your girlfriend, Jareau?”

She rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the small smile playing at her lips. “Yeah.. I guess I am.”

“Well, let’s make this official, but let’s not tell anyone just yet. I still like this sneaking around,” I admitted, my voice dipping lower as I ran my fingers down her arm. “Makes it feel… exciting.”

JJ arched a brow, amusement dancing in her eyes. “Oh? You like the thrill of keeping secrets?”

I smirked, leaning in just enough for my lips to ghost over hers. “Maybe. Or maybe I just like having you all to myself for a little while longer.”