Chapter 44

JENNIE

When I read the letter they send us my thoughts were clouded. I didn’t know if running was the best solution or staying. Staying so we could find who was behind all this and kill them with my own hands. I didn’t know if I should feel completely scared or feel nothing. What is the right emotion? Is there any? I don’t know. All I knew was that I wanted my daughter to leave immediately Philadelphia. That’s all I knew. Because if anything would happen to her I wouldn’t forgive myself. Ever.

“Seunghyun is going to take Ella with him. We are going to be only you and me.. We are together.. It wasn’t your fault. This person is crazy Jisoo. Only three people knew where we were. I don’t want to think that it was the detectives. He might have followed us. Anything is possible.. But as always you and me stick together..”

“You and me..”

“Will stick together.”

And at that moment I realized what I just said. Only three people knew. Was there any chance for this person having help from the inside?

Jisoo called her dad’s friend Taeyang and now we needed to wait.

“Mr. Dong? It’s Jisoo Kim. They were here..”

Taeyang met us to our room because he didn’t want for someone to see him or us talking. And that we did. Seunghyun had Ella with him so the little one wouldn’t be here and that made me more calm.

When the door knocked I was the one to open it. Taeyang was a tall guy, in his mid thirties. If you would see him walking on the street you wouldn’t think that he is an FBI agent. I guess this was better.

“Jennie Kim I suppose. Taeyang Dong.” He gave him his hand to shake. He walked inside the room looking around and then greeted Jisoo just the same. “Seunghyun told me everything but I really want you, both of you, to sit down and tell me everything from the beginning. Jisoo, your father is like a brother to me. I am not doing him a favor. I am here to help you like family. Okay?”

“Yes, Mr. Dong.”

“Call me Taeyang.”

I don’t know why but in my mind I always had these FBI agents to be stern, bad asses, unapproachable. But here he was, listening to everything that Jisoo was telling him, word after word. I felt safe that we had him near us.

“Jennie, you said you found a newspaper and the envelope. Do you still have this newspaper?”

“Yes. I couldn’t understand why they had a newspaper.”

“For a lot of reasons. This hotel provides free newspapers to each room. So if someone walked by they wouldn’t see the envelope but the newspaper.”

It was a good thing that I didn’t throw away the paper. I handed it to him and he started to reading.

“Do you know what day is today?”

“It’s the 15th of March.”

“Exactly. This newspaper is six months ago. October the 20th. Also it doesn’t have all the pages. But only some.”

I had to get up to see what he was saying. How I didn’t see it?

“You are right..”

He didn’t say anything else. He just continued reading when he stopped to an article. He started to read it loudly.

‘Yesterday at the motel Kick a girl was found dead inside her room. The police said that she was murdered and witnesses say that they heard her fighting with her boyfriend Seungri Lee several times. The girl, that couldn’t be recognized because she didn’t have an ID, was shot on her head. Police investigated Seungri but he was left free because he had an alibi.’

I had to sit down because if I didn’t I would faint. My sight was blurry, my knees were trembling. I kept repeating in my head three words.. Murder, Kick, and Seungri.

“This article was in circle. Do any of you two know why?”

Jisoo looked at me with the same fear as I did but when she was ready to answer I stopped her and I was the one to tell him everything that happened that night..

“So you were one of the witnesses Jennie. That’s why. He wants you dead. If it is Seungri he thinks that you were the one who told the police.”

“But I wasn’t. When I found the girl dead inside her room I packed our things and left immediately from that shit hole. I called Jisoo right away and she came to find us. I never said anything because I was afraid.”

“Why you didn’t go at the police Jennie? You are the only one who could tell them that he was there. That his alibi was wrong.”

“I was scared. I had to protect Ella. I didn’t think. All I wanted was to leave.”

I started to cry. Cry for more than one reasons. But mostly because I was an asshole to Jisoo. I kept telling her that she was the one who brought this to us and at the end it was me all along. Because of me and that day.. If I didn’t leave from Jisoo’s house that day nothing would happen.. Nothing.

“Baby, please don’t cry. Now we know.”

“How come you are acting like this Jisoo? If it was me I wouldn’t. I was a bitch to you. I accused you for everything. Hit me, swear, and tell me that I am wrong. That is my fault..” Instead of doing all this she cupped my face and kissed my lips..

“There is no reason to do this. It’s not your fault. Yes, you are very stubborn sometimes but it’s not your fault. Okay baby? So please stop saying nonsense..”

“Jisoo is right Jennie. It’s no ones fault. What is bother me though is how he found you here. You said that only three people knew, four with me now.”

“Yes. Detective Lee, Detective Kang and Seunghyun.”

“And the paper said that he was left free because he had an alibi. I really need to background check these two detectives. Everything is going to be fine. Okay? I will be at the next room. Call me whenever and I will talk with you tomorrow again.”

“Thank you..”

When Taeyang left us I got up from where I was sitting and I walked to the window. It was starting to get dark.

“Baby.. Talk to me..”

I didn’t. I kept looking outside, my tears falling from my eyes. Silent tears, sorry tears.. I felt Jisoo’s hand on my shoulder turning me around. I hated myself and here she was. Still loving me the same.

I looked at her for a few seconds before I take her in my arms. I felt her kissing my neck and holding me tight. In my mind there were only two words playing ‘Stick together’. I had to compose myself because at least now we knew. And now we had Taeyang as well. Ella would stay with Seunghyun in New York. At least she wouldn’t be here.. She would be safe.

“Come with me..”

She took my hand in hers and she was guiding me back to our bed. She turned off the light and the only light we had was the one from the window..She sat on the bed and she had me in front of her. Her hands were tracing my body under my shirt, her lips on my cold skin. With one touch I immediately felt warmer.

“Jisoo..” It’s all I could say.. I knew what she was doing and I couldn’t say no because it was what I needed.. I needed her.. I needed to feel her touch.. Her lips.. The closeness that only she made me feel.

I took of my shirt and I came on top of her.. Her back laying on our bed, my hands traveling her body. She was my canvas.

“I love you so much..” She breathed close to my lips and I kissed her softly. First trailing her bottom lip with my tongue, sucking and licking it, asking for her to give me entrance.. I wanted that full kiss. And she granted it to me.

“I want you Jisoo..”

“You always have me.”

I removed her shirt as well, while she was unbuttoning my jeans. It wasn’t something rush. We never were rush between us. We were making love.

In seconds we were both naked.. Hot skin against hot skin. She was so beautiful and I was lucky to have her. I was lucky that she didn’t push me away as I did.

I licked slowly her harden nipples, while my hands were traveling her body. I could feel how she reacted to my touch. It was the same when she was touching me. This, what we were doing right now, wasn’t only love.. It was the need we both had, to forget everything. To be just us again.. I wanted to make this night about her.

I started to kiss her slowly to her cleavage, down to her abs. My hands cupping her full breasts. Her moans were driving me insane.. I wanted nothing more than to make her mine again.. To feel her..

I kissed her inner thighs close to her hot center. The spot that made her want me more. I didn’t want to tease her but I liked the way I was making her feel.

“Jenniee.. please..”

And with that pleading tone I did what I didn’t for a long time now. I started licking her clit that was so hard. The moment I did she tensed and her moans became harder. With every lick, with every suck she was losing herself even more. I was losing myself with everything that she was.

“I.. God baby.. please.. I want you inside me..”

She always read my mind. I inserted one finger first to make her relax and slowly I started to make her mine again. I missed her so much. I missed being inside her. Feeling her walls tighten my fingers. Once she was wet enough I put another finger. I felt her body tense but she took it easily.. Our breasts touching, my mouth on hers, her legs on my ass pushing me more inside her. I wanted to hear her come.. I knew she was ready. I took my two fingers I had inside her and started rubbing her clit in circles.. I knew that in seconds from now she would come..

I put in and out as fast and deep as I can. “Come for me baby.. Come on..”

“Aaahhh.. Mmmmm.. Jenn.. I.. am.. going.. Oh.. Like that.. Mmmmm..”

She relaxed in my arms.. I would never get tired hearing her moan like that. She tried to please me but I was okay. After every time I would see her coming I was coming as well.. And besides, tonight I wanted to please her. I wanted to feel her. So I took her in my arms and let her sleep. With everything that was happening I knew she couldn’t sleep. She needed that, as I needed it also..

I didn’t close my eyes. I sat there looking the window and the light that was coming inside. And then I looked her.

Tonight she made me love her even more. Tomorrow it would be another day.

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End is near don’t worry guys, I will finish updating all the chapters this week.