Chapter 2

It wasn’t as if I hadn’t given any effort to stay in shape, but I wasn’t super strict with my workout routine. We had a decent assortment of home gym equipment in the basement that we all used regularly. I sure as hell wasn’t built like our daughter and some of her friends though, but my husband assured me that I still had it. I also wasn’t in my early twenties anymore either.

I was so focused on my thoughts and the action on my phone screen that I didn’t hear the water turn off.

“Hey, babe. The shower is free. Sure was lonely in there.” He commented as he strolled into the doorway, completely naked.

I quickly closed my phone’s browser before he could see what I was watching. I thanked him, kissed him, and made my way to the shower. As I walked, I could feel that my shorts were damp from being so turned on. I had to try to get this under control. I spent most of my days in perpetual horniness and it was starting to drive me nuts. I slipped off my t-shirt and then my shorts. As I stepped into the shower, I felt a firm slap on my bare ass.

“Need some company?” Paul asked.

“I think I’ve got it, horn ball. Besides, didn’t you just dry off from your shower?” I replied, swatting away his attempt to pinch my nipple.

“Maybe I missed a spot! Can a person ever be too clean anyway?” He joked.

“Go get dressed and let me get ready! The only thing that’s dirty on you is your brain.” I joked back.

Paul laughed at me and conceded defeat.

I stepped into the shower, made sure Paul was out of the bathroom and grabbed the handheld shower head from its holder. I put one leg up on the edge of the shower and aimed the spray at my pussy. This showerhead was one of the best purchases ever! I blasted my aroused little nub with the forceful stream of water and before I knew it, I was cumming.

There was a setting on this shower head that was just perfect and I’m sure I’d caused our water bill to increase from all the usage. The first time I had experimented with it was, thankfully, a morning I was home alone. I came quicker than I had expected and the orgasm it produced was incredible. I screamed out a string of curses and almost fell down from my knees going weak. I began using it every morning, and depending on how worked up I got through the day, I’d sometimes use it two or three times. It wasn’t what I really wanted, but it helped. It wasn’t like I was ever going to get what I really wanted anyway.

Feeling temporarily relieved, I finished my shower, put on one of my favorite dresses, and went to find Paul. I had considered leaving the house without any underwear, just so I could feel a little naughty, but I figured that was a bad idea, considering how wet I’d been getting lately.

The drive to the store wasn’t far, but it felt good to be out of the house. Since I worked from home, I didn’t get out as much as I should have. Having a distraction from my thoughts was a welcome relief too.

When we pulled into the parking lot I noticed how many vehicles there were. It was a beautiful day and the store looked like it was busy. Paul parked his truck and we entered the store. I got us a cart and brought our list up on my phone.

We spent time just leisurely strolling up and down the aisles. We found some of the things on our list and even a few items that weren’t. It felt great to see other people, chat with them, and to see all the neat items that the store had. It got me thinking about other projects and it was nice to just forget about all the rest of the things that had been consuming my mind lately. That was until we turned the corner into the next aisle

I saw her about halfway down the aisle. She looked to be about my age, so forty… something. Ok, 43. I guess it’s not that old. Long dark hair, a little bit slimmer than I was, and very pretty. She was wearing tight black leggings and a tighter-fitting tank top. Her ass and hips looked so good in those leggings. Her chest was on the smaller side and fit her frame perfectly.

She was looking at light bulbs, which just so happened to be one of the things we were after. Our eyes met and we exchanged a smile. I walked over to find the bulbs we needed and caught her scent as I walked behind her. It was sweet yet subtle. Fruit of some sort, but I couldn’t place it.

“There are just too many damn choices, aren’t there?” I spoke.

She laughed before she looked over at me. Her smile was lovely.

“There are! How does a person know which one to get?” She questioned.

“What are you getting a bulb for?” I asked.

“It’s for an outdoor light. It’s dark around the back of our house and I want it lit up.” She revealed.

“I’ll show you what we’ve got. Here they are.”

I handed her a 100-watt equivalent, daylight-led bulb.

“Thank you so much! This will be perfect. My husband just told me to ‘make sure I get a good one.'” She told me as she rolled her eyes. I glanced over at Paul and shot her a grin, which caused her to laugh. Her laugh was cute and I loved how her face lit up.

“My pleasure.” I replied. All I wanted was to ride her pretty face.

I couldn’t believe that my panties were such a mess just from talking to her. Good thing I wore them! What in the hell was going on with me?!

After my encounter with the sexy light bulb girl, I began to notice that there were several other women shopping which caused me more impure thoughts. I never realized just how many attractive women I could encounter on a trip to the store. Thin, curvy, heavier, tall, short, tattoos and piercings, colored hair… they all had physical qualities that turned me on. I could have taken any one of them home, let them have their way with me and I’d have died happy. But why limit myself to just one, right?!

I was becoming overwhelmed with the thought of several of these women all doing things to me that my head began to hurt. Thankfully we had all we needed and were almost done. We just had to load up the lumber and then head home.

Paul spent the afternoon with me working on the project idea I had. I wanted a hammock in the backyard, but we didn’t have two trees close enough. We ended up putting two big posts into the ground, cementing them in place, and building a small pergola over the top. Paul was very capable when it came to building things and working on anything. It was going to be wonderful when it was complete. It would be the perfect spot to spend time watching dirty videos on my phone.

That evening, Paul watched baseball while I sat stretched out on the other end of the couch while looking at my phone. I did try to keep my internet browsing to innocent topics, but I just couldn’t resist the gnawing temptation to look up naughty things. I got up and got some snacks, some wine, and a few beers for Paul. I tried playing some Candy Crush to keep my mind busy, but I just couldn’t get the thoughts out of my head. I knew that Paul was more focused on the game than anything else, so I opened a new tab and entered the rabbit hole of the naughtier side of the internet. Almost instantly, my juices began flowing. I found a couple of forums that piqued my curiosity and began reading over various threads dealing with woman-on-woman sex. It felt wrong to be exploring this topic while my husband sat opposite me, but my desire won over my shame.

I had found so much that I was becoming overwhelmed again. I turned off my phone and closed my eyes. It was still too early to go to bed, but I could sneak off and play for a little while and hopefully feel more relaxed and normal. Just as I was debating what I was going to do, our daughter, Rachel, came home from work and brought her friends Lauren, Monica, and Kate with her.

We were lucky enough to live close to a large university, where she was currently enrolled, so we got to have her at home for a few more years. I jumped up off the couch and sat with the girls in the kitchen while they ate. We talked about their classes and what was going on in their lives. I felt much better after getting my mind off of…other things.

I slept well that night and Sunday was spent working on projects and getting ready for the week ahead. Once my head hit the pillow on Sunday night, I was out.

I woke up to an empty bed on Monday. Paul had left for the office a few hours ago and our daughter usually left soon after for her first class. I worked from home doing web design and some occasional freelance graphic design. My schedule was a bit more flexible, which allowed me to sleep in later and pretty much set my own hours.

I took the opportunity to browse some of the message forums I had found. While I hadn’t had another intense dream as I’d had a few days ago, the thought of another woman’s tongue on my pussy was still driving me crazy.

I noticed that I’d been browsing for about an hour and a half and was just thinking I should probably get some work done when I found some very interesting information that shocked but captivated me. I guess work was going to have to wait.

A commenter posted a link to Reddit, specifically an entire community or subreddit. Apparently, there was a subreddit where women could meet another random person for no strings attached oral sex, or “random acts of muff diving”. My pulse quickened and a jolt of excitement shot through me. Was this real? Would anyone actually do something like that? I wasn’t sure that I could ever go through with it. Besides, from what I read it was mostly guys looking for women, which wasn’t really what I was looking for. Still, the idea of it turned me on. I read through a few posts and I got more and more turned on thinking about making my own post, just for fun of course.

I had to force myself out of bed and focus on my work for the day. I managed to stay on task for several hours and by the time 1:30 pm came, my stomach was growling. I had chosen to skip breakfast, but there was no way I was going to pass on lunch. I made a sandwich and sat at the dining room table. I pulled my phone out and started reading a few current news articles.

I made it through two articles before my willpower caved and opened the Reddit app on my phone. I was very familiar with Reddit, but I had never used it for NSFW things. I was subbed to several communities about things I was interested in such as DIY, home improvement, web design, graphic design, etc. I knew it could be a huge time waster, but I told myself that I was just going to browse a certain subreddit. I was simply going to satisfy my curiosity a bit more and then leave.

My quick little peek turned into two hours. I found a whole new world of sex and fetish-based subreddits that I didn’t know existed. I committed my favorites to memory, as I didn’t want the naughty stuff filling up my innocent account. I scolded myself for wasting so much time when I had more important things to do. I put my phone away and went back to work. Our latest client needed their site finished and running soon. I had to stop letting myself be so easily distracted. I had to get a handle on all this or else I was going to end up in trouble.

I was able to stay mostly focused for the rest of the week. There were a couple of nights that my dreams were rather vivid, no doubt due to me sneaking a few peeks at some less than wholesome sites.

Unfortunately, my husband was only able to lessen my urges slightly. I heard no complaints from him as he got lucky three different nights that week though. I then spent the weekend looking at lesbian porn and reading erotic stories. I guess it was my reward for mostly behaving through the week. That’s what I was telling myself anyway.

My daughter’s boyfriend came over Saturday night and watched movies with us, which helped keep my mind out of the gutter. He was such a nice young man. He treated our daughter like a queen and she, in turn, treated him like a king. There was no doubt in my mind that they would marry each other someday. Hopefully, she wouldn’t feel unsatisfied like me. I didn’t have any right to complain, but I couldn’t help feeling that something was missing from my life.