Chapter 10

…Now right about now.

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“Holy fuck Sparks” Cainine winces her eyes stuck on her shaky delicate touch under my shirt. Her eyes flutter shut and she inhales deeply, trying to get a grip of herself as her fingers trace up my torso and land on the lace at the edge of my bra.

“You going to let me touch you?” she opens her eyes and they seem darker than usual, lost even, and I find myself wanting to explore and get lost too. In her. Let’s just say I was curious.

And also, are you kidding me? The answer was obvious… The air around us was electric and horny. I’d regret all this tomorrow morning.

Cainine doesn’t give me time to respond to her question, seeming to know I can’t think straight at the moment, and slips her fingers under my bra. Oh fuck.

I’m anticipating more when she lowers her head into my neck and I almost choke when I feel her warm tongue tease me. She trails wet, sloppy kisses, nibbling on my skin as her hand cups my breast, and she releases a huff, her cold breath raising chills on my skin. My eyes flutter shut and I sigh, holding back a more obnoxious sound. This felt too good to be wrong, her hands, her tongue, her scent, her whole presence.

“Your body feels so fucking good Sparks” she mutters her voice heavy with emotions and I hold back a choke when she suddenly twists my nipple between her fingers. It feels like so much is happening and I barely have time to register anything. Between her owning me physically, complimenting me, and making unholy sounds in my ear because of me, I was bloody levitating.

Fuck why does her body against mine feel so good? Whenever she presses herself against me and groans, I want to reciprocate louder.

“Yeah, that’s right, moan for me Sparks.” She encourages and I don’t even remember moaning but the way she speaks makes me want to do it over and over again as she assaults my nipple then gently brushes her finger against it to soothe the soreness.

I notice myself let out a chocked sound from the back of my throat and it takes everything in me not to roll my eyes at how obnoxious I sound.

“Don’t hold yourself back from me, I’ll still make you scream by the end of the night.” The grin in her voice was very noticeable and annoying.

I want to desperately challenge her but before I can open my mouth, screams cut through the silent hormonal air.

She lifts her head slowly and one of her hands slips into the side pocket of her cargo pants before she takes out her phone, the source of the screams.

I watch as her face immediately changes from the indescribable look she was giving me to a deep frown almost instantly. That’s a really stupid ringtone.

“Oh shit” she mutters as she looks at the caller ID. Then she gets up stumbling on her own feet after placing me on the ground, her breathing still rugged, and eyebrows furrowed as she clutches her phone tight.

She immediately receives the phone and my presence is forgotten as she starts pacing the space, leaving me to watch and fear for her life once again.

“What? More threats?” she spits bitterly, her words still slurry. She’s quiet for a while and I watch as she balls her fist, her chest heaving. “Don’t you fucking Alison me.”

So many new names…

“I’m not watching my language” she scoffs and I look down at my shoes hating that I’m eavesdropping, but I also can’t leave her alone here. “You have no- What the fuck do you want dad?” Her voice cracks and I twitch at how high she’s yelling now. But wait a minute… Dad?

I steal a peak at her and cringe at how tense she seems from just a few minutes of speaking to him.

” You can’t do that!” she inhales sharply as she stops pacing and just looks into the distance. “You can’t fuck with my gym. Nik, that’s-… it’s all I have” her voice lowers, cracking a bit and she sits down as if she’s lost all her strength.

I watch her, a prominent frown forming on my face as she drops her phone next to her and throws her head back groaning.

Saying I’m uncomfortable and confused would be an understatement. I didn’t know this Cainine, I knew the jerky, cocky, annoying one. Not his human, defeated, soft looking one. What the hell was I supposed to do?

She just sits there in silence and watches the distant lights, the only audible sound her heavy breathing and my heartbeat as I contemplate what to do next. I calculate my next move, literally itching because it would affect both of us. I could go call her friends who were probably drunk and not empathetic at the moment or just… sit with her.

I sigh as I settle on the concrete ground next to her and her head snaps to the side as if she’d forgotten I was here with her. I notice the raw sadness in her eyes and force my racing heart to calm down. I was seeing different sides of her tonight.

“I… I’m sorry, I can’t do anything right now” she whispers and I feel guilty though I wasn’t expecting anything at the moment.

“It’s okay, I don’t want you to. Are you okay?” my eyebrows are furrowed as I scoot close to her.

She sighs looking away before she looks back at me and searches my face, “You want honest?”

“Of course.”

“Then no, my dad is an asshole and I’m just so fucking exhausted of it all.” she slurs now rocking back and forth like a traumatized child. “I just want to… Go away. Forever” she speaks so quietly I can barely tell it’s the same Cainine that was speaking to me before all this.

“Go where?”

“I don’t know” she shrugs “Somewhere far where no one knows me… Forget everything” she explains as she fiddles with her fingers.

“Want to talk about him?” My concern is coming to me as a surprise. But clearly, I wasn’t seeing the same Cainine as before, she actually seemed… Vulnerable. And I’m human.

“Are you kidding me? That never solves anything” she scoffs her words barely audible. “I just want to sleep, my head is… Poof” she motions an explosion with her hands and I find myself smiling. This Cainine was kind of adorable.

“Okay” I’m already planning on how I’ll get her off the roof top and drive her home. If it’s sleep she needed, then I’d get her that.

“Yeah… Go” she mumbles taking me by surprise.

“Go where? You’re coming with me.”

“Oh, how I’d like to cum with you right now Sparks, I just don’t feel like it” she shakes her head and I laugh.

She still has the energy to be making poor jokes even tired, drugged, and sad. But when I look up at her there’s no trace of a smile or humour in her eyes, she seems dead serious.

“I don’t mean that. Sorry my accent gets things fucked up sometimes” I smile, figuring she’d heard me wrong.

“I love your accent.”

“Thanks… Let me drive you home Cainine.”

“I can do it myself” she argues “I just need a quick nap.”

“No, you can’t Cainine, you can barely stand up straight” I argue back and she looks at me blinking several times before speaking.

“You know that’s not my real name, right?” I look at her as she goes on. “I got it back in high school for being vicious and violent and I liked it, so I decided to keep it. Cainine, so fucking stupid” she snorts a laugh.

“What’s your real name?” I ask peaking at my nails. I was learning a lot tonight and it felt nice seeing this side.

“Ugh, Alison… Alison fucking Forbes.” She spits “I hate it, my ex-girlfriend used to call me that. I hate that name” she shakes her head in disgust.

Now I’m sure her last relationship was trash. That explains a lot.

“No one will love you like I do Alison, no one cares about you like I do, Ali” Cainine spits using a terrible high-pitched voice and I smile a little just watching her rumble. “You’re my world Alison. You fucking own me Ali” her voice cracks bitterly. “Hayley loved my name so much so I left it with her” she scoffs.

So that’s Hayley. And she’s Alison. Nice to meet you, Alison.

“Come on Cainine you need some rest” I sigh. I’d sit here and let her rant all night long but I have a feeling she’d hate remembering all of this tomorrow. I’d rather she told me all of this sober and willingly.

“You see that nasty attitude you have going on? She was just as bad” she slurs “Stepped on everyone, confident as fuck, turned me on with every step she took, made me her bitch, made me weak then fucked me up” she scoffs a laugh. “That’s what all girls do… Fuck you up” she slurs popping the ‘p’.

“I have to fuck them up before they do me. You seem like a nice lady Sparks. Stay the fuck away from me” she warns.

“W-what?” I ask unsure of where this was going. If there’s anyone that should be telling me that is me.

“I’ll use you for my own ego boost the throw you the fuck way” she looks away from me and honestly, I believe she’ll do just that. But not because she wants to, because she thinks that’s how it’s supposed to go. She hasn’t had better.

“You can stay at my place tonight it’s not far from here and you need to sleep the drug off” I suggest. I don’t think they’ll be anyone to watch over her tonight and after these events someone will need to.

Unfortunately, it had to be me.

She scoffs and I notice a smirk on her lips “You’re really asking for it aren’t you?”

“Asking for what?” I frown.

She shakes her head and stands up still staggering as she walks away and I follow her behind closely just in case.

She was complicated, clearly hurt, and had these walls up and now that I knew a bit about her, I wanted to find out more. I wanted to meet Alison if she was the soft, hurt side I saw tonight.

I don’t know, I just feel like Alison needed someone to tell her it was okay to come out and exist outside or beside Cainine.

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Re-editing skeleton cliquer here, we’re doing great people… Just wanted to tell you guys that. So let’s move on and do what we’re expected to do, am I right?

Of course I am, what the fuck.