Chapter 7
Natsha Taechamongkalapiwat was not spoiled.
That was what everyone who knew her well always said.
Unfortunately, most people did not know her well.
Most people knew the surname first.
Taechamongkalapiwat.
In Thailand, it was the kind of surname that arrived before the person did. It opened doors, softened voices, straightened backs, and made people who normally spoke casually suddenly remember every polite particle their parents ever taught them.
It was not Miu’s fault.
It was not her family’s fault either.
Her parents had never raised her to treat the world like it belonged to her, even if half the world seemed very willing to act like it did. They owned one of Thailand’s largest airline groups, a company that began with domestic routes and slowly grew into international flights, private charters, airport lounges, cargo partnerships, aircraft maintenance services, and luxury travel collaborations across Asia.
Her father liked to say airlines were not really about planes.
“They are about trust,” he once told Miu when she was twelve and only half-listening because she had discovered glitter pens. “People sit inside something that leaves the ground. They need to believe we know what we’re doing.”
Miu had looked up from her notebook and said, “That sounds stressful.”
Her mother laughed.
Her father sighed.
“Yes, Miu. That is why your mother says my hair is disappearing.”
Miu had grown up loved.
Fully, loudly, embarrassingly loved.
Her parents adored her in the way only parents with one child and too much emotion could. Her father came to every school performance with flowers too large for the occasion. Her mother cried at every certificate ceremony, including one where Miu received an award for “Best Classroom Helper” in grade four. Family dinners were not optional. Birthday cakes had to be homemade, even if the kitchen staff had to stand nearby to quietly prevent disaster. When Miu got sick, the entire house reacted like the airline had lost an aircraft.
Love, in her home, was never scarce.
Maybe that was why Miu had never learned how to crave attention.
She had enough.
More than enough.
At eighteen, she entered university as a business major with the bright carelessness of someone who had always been told she was smart and had never yet been forced to prove it with desperation.
She was beautiful, which was inconvenient.
Funny, which made it worse.
Smart, which made things dangerous.
Gentle, which people often mistook for harmless until she smiled sweetly and said something so accurate it ruined their argument.
She was also, unfortunately, very unserious.
Not irresponsible in the dramatic sense.
She did not fail because she could not understand. She did not skip because school was too difficult. She skipped because sometimes the weather was nice, sometimes her friends were persuasive, sometimes she forgot her schedule, and sometimes she simply decided that Introduction to Business Law at eight in the morning was an act of violence.
“Miu,” Orm said once, staring at her across the café table, “you are aware you are a student, right?”
Miu sipped her iced coffee. “Spiritually.”
Ling blinked. “What does that mean?”
“It means I believe in education.”
Bam leaned over. “From a distance?”
“Sometimes distance gives perspective.”
Oom laughed so hard she nearly dropped her spoon.
They were her little disaster circle.
Orm, rich in confidence and completely allergic to minding her own business.
Ling, beautiful, terrifying when provoked, and the only one who could make Orm stop talking by simply looking at her.
Oom, soft-faced and chaos-hearted, with the emotional volume of a festival speaker.
Bam, who pretended to be the logical one only because everyone else was worse.
Together, they made up a friendship group that most professors described as “bright, capable, and in need of supervision.”
Miu was the worst in the first semester.
Not academically.
That would have made things easier to scold.
She could attend half the classes, borrow notes, study three nights before an exam, and still score high enough, sometimes even the highest, that professors looked personally offended. She understood business concepts quickly. Strategy interested her when it felt like a game. Marketing amused her. Economics made sense in a way she did not tell people because nobody liked the girl who understood elasticity after one lecture and still forgot to bring a pen.
Her problem was discipline.
Or more accurately, the absence of it.
She had just finished high school. She had just entered the first version of adulthood. No uniform. No driver required if she did not want one. No homeroom teacher. No parents checking daily attendance slips. Bangkok outside campus calling her name with cafés, malls, bookstores, cinemas, galleries, and restaurants she could visit between classes if she decided a lecture was emotionally optional.
Miu did not rebel loudly.
She did not need to.
She simply vanished from class.
Sometimes with explanation.
Usually without.
By the end of the first semester, one professor had seen her exactly five times.
Orientation week.
Midterm.
One random lecture where Miu entered with sunglasses on her head and a smoothie in hand.
A group presentation she somehow delivered beautifully despite missing three preparation meetings.
Final exam.
When her final score came out, the professor stared at the grade sheet and muttered, “This child is an administrative insult.”
Miu passed comfortably.
Her parents knew, of course.
They always knew.
Not because the university called them. It did not. Miu had studied the student handbook like a criminal researching legal loopholes. She knew exactly how many absences triggered warnings, which classes were stricter, which professors recorded attendance manually, which used online systems, and how to appear at just the right moments to avoid official escalation.
Her parents knew because Miu’s mother had eyes everywhere, including apparently among café owners near campus.
One evening, during dinner, her father asked, “How was your Business Statistics class?”
Miu lifted her spoon.
“Informative.”
Her mother smiled. “What did you learn?”
Miu did not blink.
“Numbers.”
Her father covered his mouth.
Her mother placed her spoon down.
“Natsha.”
Miu sighed. “I will attend more next semester.”
“You said that last month.”
“Next semester is more spiritually serious.”
Her father said, “Your spirit better learn punctuality.”
Miu smiled.
She meant to do better.
Mostly.
Then second semester began.
For the first three weeks, she did not.
Lena Schuett entered the story in the second semester, though Miu had no idea the story had begun.
Lorena Lalina Schuett was twenty years old, also a business major, and already carrying life with both hands.
She came from Chiang Mai, from a family that owned a small neighborhood mini store attached to their home. Nothing glamorous. Nothing impressive by Bangkok standards. Just shelves of snacks, bottled drinks, instant noodles, eggs, phone top-up cards, household items, and whatever else neighbors needed urgently enough not to go to a supermarket.
Her father handled suppliers and delivery schedules.
Her mother knew everyone’s debts, favorite brands, and family problems.
Lena grew up doing homework behind the counter, memorizing multiplication through change calculation, and learning that business was not always a corporate tower. Sometimes business was knowing which auntie bought condensed milk every Wednesday, which uncle paid late but always paid, which schoolchildren tried to hide candy under notebooks, and how many cartons of eggs could survive a hot day without proper storage.
She did not come to Bangkok to become impressive.
She came because she wanted options.
For herself.
For her parents.
For a future that did not depend entirely on whether the store had a good month.
She studied hard in high school, earned a scholarship, and entered university with one suitcase, one backpack, and a promise to her parents that she would call every night.
Her parents insisted on sending money.
Lena refused as much as possible.
When they sent it anyway, she kept it in a separate account and rarely touched it. Just in case something happened back home. Just in case the refrigerator in the store broke. Just in case her father needed medicine. Just in case her mother pretended she was fine when she was not.
Lena’s life in Bangkok was simple.
Class.
Part-time jobs.
Dorm.
Repeat.
She worked at a café three evenings a week, delivering sharp coffee to students who looked wealthier than some neighborhoods. She took occasional delivery rider shifts when she needed extra cash, tying her hair under a helmet and learning Bangkok shortcuts faster than classmates who had lived there for years. She volunteered at a public library twice a month because the smell of old books made her feel less lonely, and because children who asked for dinosaur books reminded her of the little cousins who used to sit outside her parents’ store.
By her third year, she applied to be a teaching assistant for Professor Siriporn’s business courses.
Professor Siriporn taught Principles of Marketing Management and Organizational Behavior and Leadership that semester.
The marketing course met twice a week, two hours each session.
Organizational Behavior met once a week, three hours in the afternoon.
Miu was enrolled in both.
Lena did not meet her on the first day.
Or the second.
Or the third week.
She saw the name on the attendance list often enough to remember it.
Natsha Taechamongkalapiwat.
Absent.
Absent.
Absent.
Professor Siriporn marked the sheet on the first day and said, “Ah. Our airline heiress is flying somewhere else.”
The class laughed carefully, because laughing at powerful surnames required social calculation.
Lena did not laugh.
Not because she was offended.
Because she did not understand why anyone would waste a seat in a class someone else might have fought to afford.
By the fourth week, Miu appeared.
Not dramatically.
That was the problem.
If she had entered looking guilty, rushed, disorganized, or arrogant, Lena could have placed her neatly into one of several categories she had prepared for rich students who skipped too much.
Instead, Miu walked in five minutes before class began wearing a loose white blouse tucked into pale jeans, small gold earrings, and white sneakers that were probably expensive enough to be insulting but somehow looked simple on her. Her hair was loose, falling over one shoulder. She carried one notebook and no visible shame.
Lena was at the front table arranging Professor Siriporn’s materials.
Attendance sheet.
Marker.
Projector remote.
Printed case handouts.
Her hair fell to one side as she bent to adjust the stack, the other side tucked behind her ear with a pencil. She wore a pale blue button-down shirt, sleeves rolled to her elbows, and a black skirt that made her look more serious than most students in the room.
Miu stopped walking.
Completely.
Behind her, Orm crashed into her back.
“Miu.”
Miu did not move.
Ling, behind Orm, sighed. “Why are we forming traffic?”
Bam leaned sideways to look. “Is there danger?”
Oom followed Miu’s gaze.
Then grinned.
“Oh.”
Miu heard none of them.
At the front of the room, Lena lifted her head.
For one ridiculous second, the room did exactly what movies promised and real life almost never delivered.
Slowed.
The sound of students settling into seats softened. The sunlight through the windows turned too warm. A page lifted slightly in the air-conditioner breeze. Lena’s hair shifted over one shoulder. Her eyes, focused and dark and clear, moved toward the door.
Miu forgot she had a body.
Then Professor Siriporn looked up from her laptop.
“Oh,” the professor said brightly. “A miracle.”
The room turned.
Miu blinked.
The professor smiled with dangerous cheer.
“Class, please take a moment to appreciate this rare academic phenomenon. Khun Natsha Taechamongkalapiwat has joined us in person.”
Laughter spread.
This time, it was less careful.
Miu recovered enough to smile.
“Good afternoon, Ajarn.”
“Is it? I was worried you had mistaken university for an optional newsletter.”
Orm made a sound like she was choking.
Miu bowed her head slightly. “I am here now.”
“Yes. I see that. Very reassuring. Please sit before I have to report the sighting to the registrar.”
Miu moved toward the back row automatically.
Professor Siriporn lifted a finger.
“Not there.”
Miu froze.
The professor pointed to the front.
“Here.”
The entire room made a silent sound.
Miu looked at the seat in the first row.
Then at the professor.
Then, unfortunately, at Lena.
Lena was looking down at the attendance sheet, mouth pressed into a line that suggested she was trying very hard not to smile.
Miu walked to the front row like a condemned woman.
Ling, Orm, Oom, and Bam followed her with the loyalty of friends who enjoyed suffering when it was not theirs.
They sat directly behind her.
Orm whispered, “You’re blushing.”
“I am not.”
“You are glowing like airport runway lights.”
“Stop.”
Oom leaned forward. “Do you need water?”
Bam nodded gravely. “Or a wedding planner?”
Miu turned sharply.
Professor Siriporn cleared her throat.
“Khun Natsha, since you have decided to bless us, perhaps you can help recap last week’s discussion.”
Miu faced front.
“What was the topic, Ajarn?”
Professor Siriporn smiled.
“Segmentation, targeting, and positioning.”
Miu straightened slightly.
“Oh.”
The class waited.
Lena looked up.
Miu said, “Segmentation is dividing a broad market into groups based on shared characteristics or needs. Targeting is choosing which segments the business wants to serve. Positioning is how the brand wants to be perceived in the mind of that target customer compared to competitors.”
The room went quiet.
Professor Siriporn raised an eyebrow.
Miu continued because panic had apparently turned into competence.
“For example, in the airline industry, a low-cost carrier and a full-service airline may both serve travelers, but they target different priorities. Price-sensitive passengers versus comfort, service, loyalty benefits, or business travel convenience. The positioning affects pricing, route strategy, service design, even communication tone.”
Professor Siriporn stared at her.
Lena stared too.
Orm whispered, “Show-off.”
Miu did not breathe.
Professor Siriporn’s smile grew.
“So you do read.”
Miu smiled sweetly.
“When emotionally necessary.”
“Attend class, and it will become academically necessary.”
“Yes, Ajarn.”
The lecture began.
For the first time in her university life, Miu took notes like her future depended on marketing theory.
It did not.
Her heart might have.
Lena, at the front, noticed.
Of course she noticed.
It was difficult not to notice the girl with the famous name who had skipped three weeks of class suddenly sitting upright, pen in hand, expression focused enough to look almost suspicious.
During group activity, Professor Siriporn assigned students to analyze the positioning strategy of competing café brands in Bangkok. Miu’s group, naturally, included her friends.
Orm immediately said, “Miu, you speak.”
Miu frowned. “Why?”
“Because you suddenly love education.”
Ling smiled. “Yes. Your passion is inspiring.”
Oom leaned across the desk. “Does your passion have long hair and a blue shirt?”
Bam nodded. “And excellent posture?”
Miu kicked her under the table.
Bam yelped.
Lena looked over.
Miu sat straighter.
Orm whispered, “Hopeless.”
They presented last.
Miu spoke clearly, smoothly, intelligently.
Professor Siriporn looked impressed in the annoyed way educators became impressed when a talented student made absence even more offensive.
Lena handed out the next set of worksheets afterward. When she reached Miu’s desk, she paused.
“Here.”
Miu took the paper.
Their fingers did not touch.
Miu was still affected.
“Thank you,” she said.
Lena nodded.
“You missed three weeks,” Lena said quietly.
Miu froze.
Behind her, four heads leaned forward with predatory delight.
“I had…” Miu began.
Lena waited.
Miu, for reasons unknown even to herself, decided not to lie.
“Poor discipline.”
Lena blinked.
Then, very slightly, smiled.
It was not a big smile.
It was barely there.
It ruined Miu’s life.
“At least you know,” Lena said.
Then she moved to the next student.
Miu stared at the worksheet.
Orm whispered, “Poor discipline?”
Bam shook her head. “That was your line?”
Oom leaned in. “You could have said you were sick.”
Ling nodded gravely. “Or abroad.”
Miu looked down at the worksheet.
“I panicked.”
Orm patted her shoulder. “Yes. We saw.”
After that day, Miu attended every class Professor Siriporn taught.
Every single one.
Marketing Management on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Organizational Behavior on Fridays.
Then, because one class led to another and lies required infrastructure, she began attending all her other classes too.
At first, her friends found this suspicious.
Then hilarious.
Then useful, because Miu actually understood things and explained them better than some lecturers.
“Look at her,” Bam whispered during a finance lecture. “Our girl is growing.”
Miu ignored her and highlighted a formula.
Oom wiped an imaginary tear. “I remember when she skipped because she said PowerPoint slides hurt her aura.”
“They do,” Miu said.
Ling leaned back. “And now?”
“Now I endure.”
Orm smiled. “For love?”
Miu nearly dropped her pen.
“It is not love.”
All four friends stared at her.
Miu returned to her notes.
“It is academic interest.”
Orm laughed so loudly the lecturer stopped.
“Is there a problem?” he asked.
Orm pointed at Miu. “No, Ajarn. She just said something spiritually incorrect.”
Miu wanted to disappear.
Her interactions with Lena remained limited.
Painfully limited.
Lena was not unfriendly.
She was simply busy. Always moving before and after class. Collecting papers. Setting up slides. Answering student questions. Checking attendance. Helping Professor Siriporn prepare case materials. She did not linger. Did not gossip. Did not join the casual clusters outside the lecture hall. When class ended, she often left quickly, bag over her shoulder, walking like she had somewhere else to be.
Miu watched without trying to look like she watched.
She failed often.
“She walks fast,” Oom observed one day.
“She has places to go,” Miu said.
“You sound proud of her,” Ling said.
“I am commenting on speed.”
Orm nodded. “Yes, yes. Very romantic speed.”
Miu glared.
Still, Miu found ways to speak to her.
Always about lessons.
Only lessons.
This shocked everyone who knew Miu, because she had never willingly extended an academic conversation in her life unless grades or parental detection were involved.
After class one Tuesday, Miu approached Lena while the room emptied.
Lena was packing handouts into a folder.
“P’Lena?”
Lena looked up.
Miu’s soul briefly left her body.
“Yes?”
“I wanted to ask about the case analysis.”
Behind the door, Ling, Orm, Oom, and Bam stacked themselves in a line pretending not to spy.
Lena glanced at the paper. “Which part?”
“The positioning map. If the brand is trying to reposition from mass-market to premium, but the customer perception is still mostly value-based, should we analyze current position or intended position?”
Lena’s expression changed.
The question was good.
Miu tried not to look proud of herself.
“Both,” Lena said. “Current position shows where the brand actually is in the customer’s mind. Intended position shows where the company wants to go. The gap between them is the strategic problem.”
Miu nodded, writing this down.
Lena watched her.
“You’re taking notes.”
“Yes.”
“You didn’t strike me as someone who likes notes.”
Miu’s pen stopped.
Outside the door, a muffled sound.
Possibly Ling dying.
Miu looked up.
“I’m trying.”
Lena held her gaze for a moment.
Then nodded.
“That matters.”
Miu walked out of the room afterward in a daze.
Her friends surrounded her immediately.
Orm grabbed her shoulders. “That matters,” she repeated dramatically. “Miu, I think I saw your spirit ascend.”
Oom placed a hand over her heart. “She said you’re trying.”
Bam wiped a fake tear. “Our baby is trying.”
Ling smiled. “For academic growth, of course.”
Miu walked faster.
“Go away.”
“We are your support system,” Orm said.
“You are my punishment.”
“Same thing.”
By week six, the professor noticed too.
Professor Siriporn was not easily entertained, but Miu’s transformation was too dramatic to ignore.
The girl who had treated attendance like an optional lifestyle was now arriving early.
Early.
Once, she arrived before Lena.
This caused a minor emotional incident among her friends.
“Are we in the right room?” Oom asked.
Bam looked at the door sign. “Same course.”
Ling touched Miu’s forehead. “Are you sick?”
Miu swatted her hand away.
Orm sat down gracefully. “No. She’s in love.”
“I am not.”
“You arrived fifteen minutes early for Organizational Behavior.”
“It is important.”
“You once said leadership theory sounded like horoscope for managers.”
“It can be two things.”
Professor Siriporn entered then and stopped.
Miu was seated.
Notebook open.
Pen ready.
The professor looked around.
Then back at Miu.
“Did I enter the wrong classroom?”
The class laughed.
Miu placed her face in her hands.
Lena, standing behind the professor with a folder, looked down to hide a smile.
Miu saw it through her fingers.
Worth it.
The confession to her friends came accidentally.
It happened at the campus café after Friday’s Organizational Behavior class. They had claimed a corner table, and Miu was pretending to read while actually replaying the moment Lena had laughed softly at something Professor Siriporn said about bad managers creating their own emergencies.
Ling had been watching her for five minutes.
Finally, she said, “Say it.”
Miu did not look up. “Say what?”
“That you like her.”
“I like many people.”
Bam leaned forward. “Name one.”
“My mother.”
“Outside your family.”
“The vendor who gives extra chili.”
Oom gasped. “You like chili auntie more than Lena?”
Miu looked up too fast.
Orm slammed both palms on the table.
“Aha!”
Miu froze.
Ling smiled slowly. “Caught.”
“I did not say anything.”
“You reacted.”
“To nonsense.”
“To Lena’s name.”
Bam leaned back. “We need formal confirmation.”
“No, we don’t.”
“Yes, we do,” Oom said. “For the team.”
“There is no team.”
Orm pointed at herself, Ling , Oom, and Bam. “We are the team.”
“You are four people with too much free time.”
“We are your future wedding committee,” Bam said.
Miu nearly choked.
“Wedding?”
Bam nodded. “Too early?”
“Yes.”
“Engagement committee?”
“Bam.”
“First conversation committee?”
Miu put her head on the table.
Oom patted her hair.
“It’s okay. Love makes people weak.”
Miu’s voice came muffled. “I hate all of you.”
Ling took a sip of tea. “You love us.”
“Less today.”
Orm leaned close.
“Just admit it.”
Miu lifted her head.
Her face was red.
Her friends softened slightly.
Only slightly.
“I think…” Miu began.
All four leaned in.
Miu looked away.
“I think I like her.”
The table exploded.
Not physically, though close.
Oom squealed.
Bam clapped.
Orm stood halfway up.
Ling smiled like a queen receiving tribute.
Miu immediately covered her face.
“Stop. Stop. People are looking.”
“They should,” Orm said. “History is happening.”
Bam opened her phone. “We need a plan.”
“No plan.”
Oom nodded. “A soft plan.”
“No.”
Ling tilted her head. “Do you know anything about her?”
Miu lowered her hands slowly.
“No.”
Orm sat down.
“That is tragic.”
“I know she is P’Lena.”
“That is a name.”
“She is a teaching assistant.”
“That is a role.”
“She explains positioning maps well.”
“That is foreplay for business majors,” Bam said.
Miu kicked her.
Bam yelped again.
Oom looked thoughtful. “We need information.”
“No,” Miu said immediately.
Orm nodded. “Yes.”
“I do not want to invade her privacy.”
“Correct,” Ling said. “We will only gather publicly available emotional intelligence.”
Miu stared.
“That sounds worse.”
“It is ethical stalking,” Bam said.
“It is not.”
“It can be.”
“It cannot.”
But once Miu’s friends decided something, the universe usually suffered.
They began with classmates.
The results were useless.
“She’s quiet.”
“She doesn’t party.”
“She never misses class.”
“She’s a scholarship student.”
“She grades fast.”
“She once corrected a senior’s presentation so kindly he didn’t realize he had been destroyed until later.”
Miu stored that last one in her heart.
Then came rumors.
Lena worked at a café.
No, she worked at three cafés.
No, she delivered food on a motorcycle.
No, she tutored rich high school students.
No, she was secretly writing a novel.
No, she was engaged to a foreign businessman.
Miu nearly died at that one.
Bam later confirmed it was false and probably created by someone who had seen Lena helping an exchange student find the library.
Orm reported one evening, “Someone said she fights underground at night.”
Miu stared. “What?”
“Like boxing.”
“P’Lena?”
“Apparently.”
Ling frowned. “That seems unlikely.”
Oom whispered, “But hot.”
Miu threw a napkin at her.
Most information led nowhere.
Lena had no loud social media. No visible dating history. No party photos. No rich friend group. No obvious weaknesses.
This made Miu like her more.
It made Orm frustrated.
“She is private,” Orm complained.
“Respect that,” Miu said.
“We are respecting it unsuccessfully.”
“Good.”
Then Professor Siriporn intervened.
It happened after Thursday’s marketing class.
Miu had stayed behind to ask Lena another question, this time about brand loyalty metrics, because apparently love had made her genuinely interested in marketing.
Lena answered efficiently, then left for her next shift somewhere Miu did not know.
Miu watched her go.
Professor Siriporn watched Miu watch her go.
Then said, “Khun Natsha.”
Miu turned.
“Yes, Ajarn?”
“My office. Tomorrow. Eleven.”
Miu blinked. “Did I do something?”
Professor Siriporn looked at her.
Miu thought about her attendance history.
“Recently?”
The professor smiled.
“Tomorrow.”
The next day, Miu arrived at the professor’s office at 10:55.
Orm, Bam , Ling, and Oom escorted her to the hallway like she was going to court.
“If she asks about Lena, deny nothing,” Orm advised.
“Deny everything,” Bam said.
“Cry if necessary,” Oom added.
Orm said, “Don’t cry. It will make us look weak.”
Miu stared at them.
“You’re not coming in.”
“Obviously,” Ling said. “We’ll listen from outside.”
“No.”
Professor Siriporn opened the door before Miu could continue.
All five froze.
The professor looked at the four friends.
“Do you need chairs for your surveillance?”
Orm smiled brightly. “No, Ajarn.”
“Good. Go away.”
They went.
Slowly.
Miu entered the office.
It was lined with books, journals, student papers, and small plants that looked healthier than anyone expected in a faculty building. Professor Siriporn gestured toward the chair.
Miu sat.
The professor folded her hands.
“You like my teaching assistant.”
Miu almost fell out of the chair.
“I… Ajarn?”
“That was not a question.”
Miu’s mouth opened.
Closed.
The professor continued, “You appeared in week four, saw her, and suddenly became a model student. I have taught for twenty-two years, Khun Natsha. I know when pedagogy is not the only motivation.”
Miu’s face burned.
“I respect P’Lena very much.”
“That is a beautiful sentence. Very useless.”
Miu stared at the desk.
Professor Siriporn leaned back.
“Relax. I am not here to embarrass you.”
Miu looked up.
“Are you sure?”
“Mostly.”
“That is not comforting.”
The professor smiled.
“Lena is an excellent student. Serious. Disciplined. Private. She does not need rich children making games of her.”
Miu straightened.
“I would never.”
“I know.”
The answer surprised her.
Professor Siriporn continued, “If I thought you would, this conversation would be much shorter and far less kind.”
Miu swallowed.
“I like her,” she said quietly. “But I don’t want to bother her. Or make things difficult.”
“Good.”
“I just…” She looked down at her hands. “I want to know her.”
The professor studied her.
Then said, “Information has a price.”
Miu’s head lifted.
“What?”
“I will tell you a few things that are not secrets, only context. In exchange, you will attend every class from today onward.”
Miu blinked.
“My classes?”
“All your classes.”
Miu stared.
Professor Siriporn smiled pleasantly.
“Your attendance record is offensive.”
Miu hesitated.
The professor added, “Or I could simply tell Lena you like her.”
Miu gasped.
“You wouldn’t.”
“I absolutely would.”
“That feels unethical.”
“So does skipping three weeks of my course and then becoming brilliant in front of my TA.”
Miu’s mouth opened.
Closed.
She bowed her head.
“I will attend.”
“All classes.”
“All classes.”
“On time.”
Miu grimaced.
Professor Siriporn raised an eyebrow.
“Mostly on time?”
The professor reached for her phone.
“On time,” Miu said quickly.
“Excellent.”
Professor Siriporn placed the phone down.
Miu placed a hand over her heart.
“That was terrifying.”
“Yes. Remember that during your eight a.m. lectures.”
Then the professor’s expression softened.
“Lena is from Chiang Mai.”
Miu went still.
“Her parents own a small neighborhood store. Good people, from what she has said. She does not talk about them loudly, but when she does, it is always with care.”
Miu listened as if every word mattered.
Because it did.
“She is here on scholarship. She works more than she should. Café shifts several evenings a week. Delivery rider work when money is tight. Teaching assistant work with me. She also volunteers at a public library sometimes.”
“A library?” Miu said softly.
“She likes books. Real ones. Old paper. Quiet corners. Children’s reading programs. She once told me libraries make cities feel less cruel.”
Miu’s heart did something impossible.
Professor Siriporn watched her carefully.
“She does not like pity,” she said. “Do you understand?”
Miu nodded immediately.
“Yes.”
“She does not need rescuing.”
“I know.”
“Do you?”
Miu looked at her.
“I don’t want to save her,” she said. “I want to understand her.”
The professor held her gaze for a long moment.
Then nodded once.
“Good.”
Miu stood a few minutes later, still holding the information like something fragile.
At the door, Professor Siriporn said, “Khun Natsha.”
Miu turned.
“Lena’s life is not a romantic obstacle course. If you approach her, approach her as a person, not a dream.”
Miu nodded.
“I will.”
“And attend class.”
“Yes, Ajarn.”
“If you miss without medical proof, I become your villain origin story.”
Miu stared.
The professor smiled.
“Goodbye.”
Outside the office, four friends were waiting at a distance that was clearly meant to look casual and failed.
Orm rushed forward first.
“Well?”
Miu looked at them.
Her face was different.
Softer.
More serious.
“She’s from Chiang Mai,” Miu said.
Oom clasped her hands.
“Cute.”
“Her parents own a mini store,” Miu continued. “She works at a café. And does delivery sometimes. And she volunteers at a library because she likes books.”
Bam’s expression softened too.
Ling looked thoughtful.
Orm said nothing for once.
Miu looked down the hallway Lena often walked through after class.
Until then, her crush had been bright, silly, and dramatic in the way first real feelings often were.
An angel at the teacher’s table.
A smile over a worksheet.
A name she liked hearing.
But now there was a person.
A woman far from home.
A daughter who saved money her parents sent because she might need to send it back.
A student who never missed class because class was not just class. It was a road.
A worker moving through Bangkok evenings with coffee orders, delivery routes, library shelves, and dreams she did not announce.
Miu’s heart, already in trouble, became something quieter.
Less performance.
More care.
Orm nudged her gently.
“So, what now?”
Miu did not answer immediately.
What now?
The question sat between them.
She could not simply arrive with flowers. That would be too much.
She could not shower Lena with help. Professor Siriporn’s warning stayed with her. Lena did not need rescuing.
She could not use her name, money, or access to make herself impressive.
For the first time in her life, Miu understood that liking someone did not mean wanting to be seen by them.
It meant wanting to see them properly.
She looked at her friends.
Then toward the classroom buildings.
Then down at her schedule.
Eight a.m. lecture on Monday.
Marketing on Tuesday.
Statistics tutorial on Wednesday.
Organizational Behavior on Friday.
For Lena, perhaps, and for herself too, she would begin with the only promise she had made.
She would show up.
To class.
To effort.
To the possibility of becoming someone who could approach Lena without turning her life into another rich girl’s story.
Orm waved a hand in front of her face.
“Miu?”
Miu smiled slowly.
“What do I do now?” she repeated.
Bam leaned closer. “Yes.”
Oom whispered, “Please say something romantic.”
Ling folded her arms. “Please say something realistic.”
Miu looked at the end of the hallway where Lena was nowhere to be seen and somehow everywhere.
Then she said, “I think I learn how to be serious.”
Her friends stared.
Then Orm groaned dramatically.
“Oh no.”
Oom gasped. “Character development.”
Bam clutched her chest. “For a woman.”
Ling smiled.
That evening, Miu went home for dinner and immediately realized her parents knew something.
Not suspected.
Knew.
Her mother was smiling too sweetly over the soup. Her father was pretending to read something on his tablet, which was always suspicious because he had been on the same page for five minutes.
Miu sat down slowly.
“What?”
Her mother blinked. “What?”
“You’re smiling.”
“I am your mother. I am happy to see you.”
“You are smiling like you found out something.”
Her father coughed.
Miu turned to him.
“Dad.”
He looked up with the face of a man who had never done anything suspicious in his life.
“Yes, honey?”
“Why are you pretending to read?”
“I am reading.”
“What does it say?”
He looked down at the tablet.
A pause.
“Business.”
Miu narrowed her eyes.
Her mother finally laughed.
“Your professor sent a very nice message.”
Miu froze.
“What message?”
“Nothing serious,” her mother said, still smiling. “Only that you have been attending class regularly.”
Her father placed the tablet down.
“Every class, apparently.”
Miu looked betrayed. “Ajarn told you?”
“She did not complain,” her father said. “That is new.”
“I attend class.”
Her parents looked at her.
Miu sighed. “Recently.”
Her mother leaned forward. “Should we be worried?”
“No.”
“Are you sick?”
“No.”
“Did someone threaten you?”
Miu thought of Professor Siriporn threatening to tell Lena she liked her.
“In a way.”
Her father’s eyes sharpened. “Who?”
“No one.”
Her mother’s smile grew.
“Oh.”
Miu looked at her. “No.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“You said oh.”
“It was a mother’s oh.”
“I hate those.”
Her father leaned back, suddenly amused. “Is this about someone?”
Miu picked up her spoon. “It is about personal growth.”
“Personal growth has a name?” her mother asked.
Miu nearly dropped the spoon.
Her father laughed.
Miu pointed at both of them. “I am leaving.”
“You just sat down,” her mother said.
“I am spiritually leaving.”
Her father smiled. “Whoever she is, she must be impressive.”
Miu went very still.
Her mother’s teasing softened.
For a moment, the dining table became quieter.
Miu looked down at her bowl and said, almost too softly, “She is.”
Her parents exchanged a look.
Not mocking this time.
Fond.
Careful.
Her father said, “Then attend class.”
Miu looked up.
He smiled. “Properly.”
Her mother added, “And don’t make her responsible for your improvement. Improve because you choose to.”
Miu stared at them.
That was why she hated and loved them at the same time.
They could tease her until she wanted to disappear, then suddenly say exactly the thing she needed to hear.
“I know,” Miu said.
Her mother reached over and fixed a strand of hair near her cheek.
“Our daughter is growing up.”
Miu groaned. “Please don’t.”
Her father lifted his glass. “To attendance.”
“No.”
“To education,” her mother said.
“No.”
“To personal growth,” her father added.
Miu covered her face.
Her mother laughed.
“To whoever finally made our daughter open a school calendar.”
Miu stood. “I’m eating in my room.”
“You are not,” her father said, still laughing. “Sit down.”
Miu sat.
But she was smiling.
Somewhere ahead of her, Lena Schuett was probably working, studying, rushing to a shift, or walking through Bangkok like she had no idea she had just rearranged the life of an airline heiress who had finally decided to attend class.
And Miu, for the first time, did not want to skip the hard parts.
Not if the hard parts led to her.
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