Chapter 30
Tiffany’s POV
The morning was ordinary until it wasnât.
I had left the deanâs office with a folder of reports tucked under my arm, the sun already too bright for my liking, when I passed the park and heard itâAvery Carterâs voice, sharp and muttered to no one but herself.
âAlmighty God, come and kill me already⊠and tell the world I was a nice girl.â
I paused. Dramatic as ever.
âAre you trying not to die, Ms. Carter?â The words slipped out, my tone smooth, threaded with sarcasm I didnât bother to hide.
Her eyes snapped open. When she looked at meâreally lookedâher lips parted as though sheâd been caught in a spell.
âOh GodâŠâ she breathed.
I tilted my head, arching a brow. The Von Carter heirâspeechless? Now, that was worth a moment of amusement.
âClose your mouth, Ms. Carter,â I drawled. âDidnât someone ever tell you that staring is rude?â
The blush that rushed to her cheeks was almost endearing. Almost.
She stammered an apology, but I wasnât about to let her retreat so easily. âDonât be,â I allowed, letting my gaze flicker over her deliberately. âIt depends, really. Sometimes staring means⊠admiring.â
I didnât miss the way her breath hitched, the way her shoulders stiffened. Interesting.
âAnd Avery,â I added, tasting her name like it already belonged to me.
Her wide-eyed confusion was almost comical. âWhat?â
I took a step closer, heels clicking against the pavement, posture calm, practiced, yet deliberate. âMy name, darling,â I murmured, low enough for only her to hear. âTiffany Rose. I didnât want you to get it secondhand. Though⊠I imagine youâve already had someone digging for details about me.â
The indignation that flared across her face was delicious. âSeriously? You must be suffering from a disease. A rare one. Predicting Avery Von Carter, huh?â
I laughedâan unrestrained, genuine laugh I hadnât meant to let escape. God, it felt foreign on my own lips.
But it passed quickly. I straightened, sliding my composure back into place. âSince weâre on campus, you canât call me by my name,â I told her, firm again, though my eyes lingered.
âFair enough,â she replied, a smile tugging at her lips.
I should have walked away then. Instead, I added one more warning cloaked as invitation: âItâd be better, Avery, if you knew about me by me. Not by someone else. Just⊠ask nicely.â
Her scoff was predictable. âItâll be you who decides when Iâm nice or not.â
The corner of my mouth twitched. I didnât answer at once. Instead, I let silence stretch between us, measured and heavy. Then, softer, pointed: âYouâre also good at reading me.â
And with that, I left. Better to retreat before I lingered too long.
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The lecture hall was different. There, I was in control again.
I stood at the board, chalk in hand, delivering my lecture on inflation. My toneâfirm, precise, commandingâwas enough to silence whispers without ever raising my voice.
But I noticed her. Always, I noticed her. Avery sat in the middle rows, notebook open, but her eyes⊠her eyes were on me, unblinking, following every move.
I called her name without hesitation. âAvery.â
She straightened instantly, like a student who hadnât been caught off guard but rather summoned.
âYes, Professor?â
I allowed myself the smallest curve of lips. âTell me, if you had to protect your wealth during inflation, whatâs your first move?â
Her answer came quick, calculated, competent. I approved, though I couldnât resist the sting of irony. âNot bad, Ms. Carter. Perhaps your familyâs legacy hasnât gone completely to waste.â
The class chuckled. She smirked. And I turned back to the board, though I felt her gaze linger on me long after.
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Later, in my office, she arrived with her usual arroganceâpunctual this time. She deposited assignments, bantered lightly, and then returned with books from the library⊠and something else.
A chai latte. Black forest cake.
For me.
I looked from the cup to her, narrowing my eyes. âAnd this?â
She smiled far too easily. âWell, I was thirsty. And I figured you could use your favorite.â
Favorite. My guard slipped for half a beat.
âAvery Carter,â I said at last, voice low with intrigue, âare you stalking me?â
Her reply came without hesitation, infuriatingly clever. âSometimes staring doesnât mean rudeness, it means admiration. Likewise, sometimes knowing someoneâs favorite isnât stalking. I call it noticing. Or preciselyâobserving.â
My laugh surprised even me. Rich. Melodious. Free. I covered my lips, but the sound lingered anyway.
And then she said itâsoftly, earnestly, recklessly: âYou should smile more. And laugh like this. It compliments your beauty.â
The words lodged somewhere they shouldnât have. Heat crept to my cheekbones before I buried it beneath an arched brow.
âAre you flirting with me, Ms. Carter?â I asked coolly.
Her grin only widened. âNo, Professor. I know flattery wonât earn me grades.â
This time, I let myself smileâgenuinely, faintly, but undeniably. âGet back to work, Avery.â
Yet even I could hear the warmth in my voice.
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When I finally gathered my papers, preparing to leave, I hesitated. Something about the way she lingered in the corner, scribbling notes with that insufferable focus, tugged at me.
âMs. Carter,â I said.
Her head snapped up immediately, eyes bright, expectant. Always too quick.
âI heard from a student that youâll be playing in the cricket match tomorrow.â
Her surprise was genuine. She hadnât expected me to ask. Perhaps I hadnât expected myself to, either.
âYes, Professor. I love cricket.â
I nodded, filing it away. For reasons I didnât dare examine.
Then she asked the one thing she shouldnât have.
âWill you come?â
I froze, though only for a fraction of a second. My face betrayed nothing. âAs⊠an audience?â
She nodded. Bold. Reckless. Hopeful.
âI donât usually involve myself in such events,â I said carefully. A boundary. A reminder. But⊠something inside me wavered. âBut⊠Iâll see. Iâll try.â
The smirk she gave me in return was maddening. Triumphant.
âIâll hold you to that, Professor.â
I exhaled softly, almost amused, but quickly masked it, shaking my head as I turned to leave.
At the door, I made the mistake of looking back.
Her eyes were still on me, expectant, bright.
âI expect you to play well, Ms. Carter,â I said, measured, precise. âDonât disappoint.â
And then I left, folder tucked tightly to my chest, the sound of her laughter still echoing somewhere I shouldnât let it reach.
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The campus cricket ground was alive with noiseâchants, painted faces, banners waving in the humid air. Ordinarily, I would have avoided this kind of spectacle altogether. Too loud. Too frivolous. Too⊠unprofessional.
And yet, there I was.
Arms folded across my chest, standing a little apart from the throng of students. My heels sank slightly into the grass, but I ignored the discomfort. My gaze was fixed firmly on the crease. On her.
Avery Carter.
She adjusted her gloves, bat clutched tight. There was a tension in her shoulders I recognized nowânot fear, but hunger. Defiance. She thrived in these reckless moments, when everything balanced on a knifeâs edge.
Seven runs needed. Three balls left. And she looked as if she were about to stake her life on it.
I narrowed my eyes. Even from here, I could almost hear her thoughts: victory at any cost.
âDonât be reckless,â I muttered under my breath, though of course she couldnât hear me.
The bowler hurled the ball. It spun viciously, angling higherâtoo high. Before I could even blinkâ
THUD!
The sound of leather smashing against Averyâs helmet echoed through the ground like a cannon shot.
My breath caught sharply.
Gasps rippled through the crowd, but my feet moved before thought could catch up. I signaled immediately to the paramedics, my voice sharp, commanding. âGet on the field. Now.â
She staggered, clutching at herself, but refused to go down. The obstinate fool.
They hesitated, uncertain, and I barked again, my tone leaving no room for delay. But thenâAvery waved them off. Shouting that she was âfine.â
Fine? She could barely stand.
I felt my jaw clench. Fury, not at the bowler, not even at the circumstancesâfury at her. At Avery, for being so infuriatingly reckless. For making me feel⊠this.
And then, through the noise, I found my voice cutting across the field, quieter than the crowd but pitched exactly to reach her:
âAveryâstop this nonsense!â
She ignored me. Of course she did.
The next swing sent the ball skimming for four runs. The stands erupted. My heart didnât. It only hammered faster, harder.
Two more balls.
She scored again. One run short now. The crowdâs fever pitched higher, but I wasnât watching the scoreboard anymore. I was watching her sway slightly at the crease, pale under the helmet.
The final delivery came. She hit it cleanâsoaring, beautiful, a six that sent the ground into chaos. Victory.
But my eyes didnât celebrate.
Because in the very next moment, her knees buckled.
I moved.
I didnât remember deciding to. One moment I was at the boundary, the next I was at her side, pushing through her celebrating teammates, ignoring their noise.
âAvery!â I snapped, catching her arm as her body tilted. My other hand braced her back, steadying her as she swayed. âWhy donât you ever listen? I told you to stop when you were hit!â
Up close, her face was pale, lips faintly parted, blood tracing down her temple. My stomach lurchedâsomething I smothered instantly.
She looked up at me, dazed, andâGod help meâshe smiled. âProfessor⊠youâre⊠scolding me again.â
I wanted to shake her. To demand why she made everything into a jest, even when her body was breaking. Instead, my grip tightened. âDonât you dare joke right now. Youâre half-conscious and bleeding. Do you ever take anything seriously?â
Her gaze softened. It rattled me more than the sight of her blood.
âWhat the⊠fuck is happening with me,â she whispered, voice fraying, âAm I even⊠human?â
And then her weight collapsed fully against me.
I caught her, arms instinctively circling, holding her up. âAveryâdonât you dare fall on me.â
But she did. She slipped into darkness, and for the first time in a long time, I felt powerless.
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The medical tent was quieter. Too quiet.
She lay stretched out on the cot, her breathing even but shallow, her head bandaged. I stood at the foot of the bed, arms crossed tightlyâarmor against the roil in my chest.
When her eyes fluttered open at last, something in me unclenchedâthough I did not allow it to show.
âYouâre awake,â I said, my voice even. Not betraying the storm. âHow are you feeling?â
She grinned, crooked and infuriating. âAbsolutely fine. ButâŠâ
My brows drew together. âBut what?â
âBut someone is not.â
I stiffened. âAvery, I am not worried about you,â I replied too quickly. Too sharp.
Her laugh was soft, taunting. âI wasnât talking about you either. I was talking about the one who hit me with that ball. She smirked. It wasnât an accident.â
I studied her carefully. I wanted to dismiss it as paranoia, adrenaline. But I had seen that bowlerâs face too. The smug curl of her lips. A flicker of cold settled in my chest.
And then Avery spoke againâcutting, shameless.
âBut you know what? The greatest treatment of all my pain⊠is you worrying about me, Ms. Rose.â
My throat tightened. My mask did not slip.
Instead, I leaned closer, lowering my voice until it wrapped around her like silk: âThen I guess youâll have to get well in the very next moment, Ms. Carter.â
Her breath caught audibly. I tilted nearer, deliberately, until my lips brushed just shy of her ear.
âI worry about you that much,â I whispered, slow and precise, âyou have no idea, darling.â
The word left my lips before I could stop it. A word I should never have allowed her to hear.
Her eyes widened, color blooming across her cheeks. My own pulse betrayed meâquick, unsteadyâso I straightened instantly, retreating behind formality.
âAlright then. You rest,â I said briskly, already turning away. âI have a class to attend.â
And without another glance, I walked out of the tent, heels clicking steadily, each step deliberate, controlled.
Only once I was far enough from sight did I allow myself to exhaleâslow, shaky, betraying far too much.
Because no matter how hard I tried to tell myself otherwise⊠Avery Carter had already become far too dangerous.
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The morning had been calm until the moment I stepped into the corridor. Students swarmed in chatter, the usual blur of backpacks and footsteps, but my eyes found her instantly.
Avery Von Carter.
She was trying to blend inâhead high, shoulders backâbut I saw it. The faint edge of exhaustion, the stubborn set of her jaw, the shadow of something she thought she was concealing.
And after what Iâd learned the night before, my patience was already thin.
I folded my arms and let my voice cut through the noise.
âAvery Von Carter. Just the person I was waiting for.â
She froze mid-step, eyes widening ever so slightly before she masked it with bravado.
âProfessor⊠Iââ
âSave it.â My tone was sharp, sharper than I usually allowed myself. âWeâll discuss this in my office. Now.â
Students turned their heads as we passed. Whispers rippled through the hall, speculation spreading like wildfire. I didnât care. Let them whisper. This wasnât about them. This was about herâabout the audacity, the recklessness, the lie she thought she could dress up as exhaustion.
Inside my office, I shut the door with more force than intended. The sound echoed, final, and she sat when I told her to, for once silent under my command.
I took a breath, steadying myself, though my pulse thrummed louder than it should have.
âSo. You werenât feeling well yesterday. Too exhausted, wasnât it?â
She nodded quickly, too quickly. âYes, Professor. Iââ
I leaned forward, letting my eyes hold hers. âFunny. Because last night, while you were supposedly exhausted, your name came up in a very different context.â
Her composure wavered. âWhat do you meanâŠ?â
I tapped my pen against the desk, slow and deliberate. âYou were at a party. Drinking. Laughing. Pretending the world was yours to play with. Care to explain?â
Her lips parted, her eyes darting. That flicker of panic was all the confirmation I needed.
âYou lied.â
The word landed like a gavel.
I should have stopped there. I should have left it at professional disappointment, a warning, a sanction. But the truth wasâI wasnât angry only because she lied. I was angry because yesterday, when Iâd called her, she had wrapped herself in blankets, dimmed the lights, and played the part of someone fragile. And I had believed her. I had worried. I had cared.
And she had staged it.
The thought stung more than I wanted to admit.
I pressed on, my voice firm. âYou took sick leave. And instead of resting, you went out. Thatâs not just irresponsibleâitâs reckless. And when I checked on you, you had the audacity to put on a show.â
She flinched at the word, and for a heartbeat I saw something raw flash across her face. Then it happenedâ
Her control snapped.
âWhy do you even care?â she shouted, her voice loud enough to rattle the silence that followed.
The words struck me harder than I expected. For a fraction of a second, my body went still.
Why do you even care?
Because I do, I wanted to answer. Because against every rule Iâve set, against reason, against my better judgmentâI care too much.
But I couldnât say that. I would never say that.
Instead, I let the authority return to my voice, cold and unyielding. âNo one raises their voice at me, Carter. No one.â
I stood, stepping closer until I loomed above her, until I could see the way her fists clenched in her lap, the way her breath hitched. My words were ice, but my pulse betrayed meâfast, unsteady.
She didnât back down. Her voice shook, but she pushed forward anyway.
âIâm not anyone.â
The declaration caught me off guard.
âIâm not just another student you can scold and dismiss,â she said louder, emotion spilling out in every syllable. âIâm not just a name in your class register. Iâm⊠I donât even know what I am right now, but damn it, Iâm not someone you can just brush aside like I donât matter.â
For a moment, I couldnât breathe.
Not someone you can brush aside.
The part of me that was still human, still vulnerable, wanted to respondâto acknowledge that she was right, that she wasnât just anyone, not to me.
But I couldnât.
I forced my tone into steel, even though the weight in my chest ached.
âYouâre still not someone who can raise their voice at me.â
Her face crumbled then, the fire dimming, replaced by something softer, more desperate. She opened her mouth, her voice quieter now.
âI⊠I didnât meanâŠâ
But I couldnât let her finish. I couldnât let this spiral further into the dangerous territory I already felt pulling at me. I straightened, retreating to the only shield I had leftâdistance.
âEnough.â My voice was clipped, final. âWeâre done here. Leave.â
The silence that followed was suffocating.
She stood slowly, her movements heavy, her eyes searching mine one last time. For whatâunderstanding, forgiveness, something moreâI didnât know. I forced myself to look away, to shuffle the papers on my desk as though she were nothing more than an errant student.
The door closed behind her, and the office fell silent again.
Only then did I allow myself to exhale, my hands trembling ever so slightly as I pressed them flat against the desk.
I had won the confrontation. I had maintained authority.
So why did it feel like I had just lost something far greater?
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