Chapter 6
The rain had stopped.
It fell steadily, almost stubbornly, as if the sky itself had decided that this night needed to be witnessed differently,
not with celebration, but with something heavier, something quieter.
Zivah stood at the entrance of the haveli for a moment longer than necessary.
She had expected grandeur.
Not because she believed in it, but because everything about Thakur Sahab had suggested it,
his control, his authority, the way he carried his presence like something unquestionable.
But what stood before her now…
felt incomplete.
The haveli was large, undeniably so, stretching wide with carved pillars and aged walls that held history within them.
But the decorations, if they could even be called that, felt rushed.
Strings of lights hung unevenly, some flickering faintly, others completely still.
Marigold flowers were scattered in places where they should have been arranged,
as if someone had started decorating and then decided halfway that it did not matter enough to finish.
It did not feel like a wedding.
It felt like something that needed to be done quickly.
Something that needed to be over.
Zivah’s brows pulled together slightly as she stepped inside.
The first thing she noticed,
were the men.
Standing at the sides.
Tall. Still. Armed.
Their presence did not feel protective.
It felt controlling.
Each of them carried rifles slung across their shoulders,
their eyes scanning the area not with warmth, but with caution,
almost as if they were there to ensure that nothing went wrong.
Zivah slowed her steps.
Her instincts, which she rarely questioned, shifted quietly.
Something is not right.
Then,
she saw her.
The same woman from the lake.
Who called Eraya.
Standing near one of the pillars.
Her saree slightly disheveled, her hair loosely tied,
her face wet not from the rain, but from tears that she was not even trying to hide anymore.
She wasn’t speaking.
She wasn’t moving.
She was just… standing there.
Crying.
Zivah’s chest tightened slightly at the sight.
Before she could process it,
her gaze moved forward.
To the mandap.
And that was when something inside her stopped.
The man sitting there…
was old.
Not just older.
Old enough for it to feel wrong before she even understood why.
His hands rested on his knees, his fingers thick, his posture relaxed in a way that made it clear he was not nervous, not hesitant,
he was comfortable.
Zivah felt something cold settle in her chest.
No…
Her thoughts barely had time to form before, movement caught her eye.
Thakur Sahab.
Dragging someone.
Not guiding.
Not leading.
Dragging.
The girl struggled faintly, her steps uneven, her resistance weak, not because she did not want to fight,
but because something about her felt… exhausted.
Broken in a way that didn’t need explanation.
And then,
another figure moved forward.
The crying woman.
“No… no, please… don’t do this…”
Parvati’s voice did not come out as a single sentence.
It came in fragments, in breaths that refused to settle, in words that kept breaking before they could fully form.
She stumbled forward, not caring about who was watching,
not caring about dignity,
not caring about anything except the one thing that was slipping away in front of her eyes.
Her hands clutched at Thakur Sahab’s kurta, fingers trembling so badly that they could not even hold onto the fabric properly.
“Bhaiya… please… listen to me just once… just once, I am begging you…”
Her voice cracked so deeply that it did not sound like pleading anymore, it sounded like something tearing from inside her.
Zivah stood still, her body frozen, but her chest tightening with every word that fell from Parvati’s lips.
“She is not a panauti ( bad luck )… she is not what you think she is…” Parvati continued, her words rushing now, desperate, uneven.
“She has already lost everything… her parents… her home… her childhood…
you cannot take the rest of her life away like this… you cannot just give her to someone like…”
“Enough.”
The word was not loud.
But it was final.
Thakur Sahab did not even look down at her properly.
As if her desperation did not deserve eye contact.
Parvati’s hands slipped slightly, but she held on tighter,
her entire body lowering until she was almost kneeling completely at his feet.
“I am not asking for anything for myself,” she said, her voice shaking uncontrollably now.
“I am asking for her… she is your brother’s daughter… how can you look at her and still decide this… how can you not feel anything…”
For a brief moment,
something flickered in the air.
Not in him.
But around him.
Like the weight of her words had landed somewhere,
but not where they were meant to.
Thakur Sahab exhaled slowly, as if her pleading was nothing more than an inconvenience.
“Parvati,” he said, his tone measured, almost patient in a way that felt colder than anger,
“you are letting emotions cloud your understanding.”
Her head shook immediately.
“No—no, this is not emotion, this is—this is
humanity, Bhaiya, this is…”
He pulled his kurta away from her grip.
Not forcefully.
But firmly enough to break contact.
“You will not interfere,” he said.
And when she tried to reach for him again,
he stepped back.
The distance created between them felt larger than the space itself.
Parvati’s body lost balance for a moment, her knees weakening beneath her.
“Please…” she whispered now,
her voice no longer loud enough to reach anyone except those standing closest.
“Please don’t end her life like this…
She will die… you know she will not survive this… please, I am begging you…”
Zivah’s heart pounded.
Parvati…
Her gaze shifted,
back to the girl.
And when she heard the name,
“Take Eraya inside the mandap.”
It felt like something had been struck inside her.
Loud.
Violent.
Unbelievable.
Eraya.
For a moment,
Zivah couldn’t move.
Her mind struggled to catch up with what her eyes were seeing.
No… this is not…
Thakur Sahab pushed Parvati aside.
Not roughly enough to create a scene.
But not gently either.
Just enough to show that her presence meant nothing in that moment.
Parvati would have fallen completely,
if a man had not stepped forward quickly, catching her before she hit the ground.
Her husband.
His face filled with helplessness.
Tears he was trying to hold back.
But failing.
Zivah’s gaze snapped back to Eraya.
She was forced forward.
And then,
pushed.
Thrown onto the mandap with a force that made her lose balance immediately.
Her veil slipped.
Fell back.
And for the first time,
Zivah saw her clearly.
Tear-streaked face.
Eyes red.
Not from crying in that moment,
but from something that had been building for a long time.
Too long.
Eraya’s gaze lifted slowly.
And when her eyes met Zivah’s,
everything else disappeared.
Shock.
Disbelief.
Something fragile breaking and rebuilding at the same time.
She’s here…
Why is she here…
Zivah’s chest tightened so sharply it almost hurt.
Because she had never seen someone look like that.
Like they were not surprised by pain,
but were surprised that someone had seen it.
The laughter around them felt distant.
People whispering.
Watching.
Not concerned.
Not uncomfortable.
Just… entertained.
And that was when something inside Zivah snapped into clarity.
She stood.
Not abruptly.
But with purpose.
Her voice came out steady,
even though everything inside her was anything but steady.
“What is happening here?”
Silence did not fall.
But attention shifted.
Thakur Sahab turned slowly.
His gaze landing on her.
Recognition.
Then irritation.
“This is not your matter, Zivah,” he said, his tone controlled.
“You should not interfere in things you do not understand.”
Zivah took a step forward.
“I understand enough,” she replied, her voice stronger now, carrying through the murmurs around them.
“You are forcing a girl into a marriage she does not want. And not just any marriage—this—”
Her gaze shifted toward the man at the mandap.
“this is wrong.”
A murmur spread.
Not in agreement.
But in discomfort.
Eraya’s fingers curled into the fabric of her saree.
Her heart raced uncontrollably.
She shouldn’t be here… she shouldn’t be seeing this…
She couldn’t even look at Zivah properly.
Because something inside her,
felt exposed.
Thakur Sahab’s expression hardened.
“You speak as if you know everything,” he said.
“But you do not know this girl.”
“Then tell me,” Zivah said immediately.
“Tell me what justifies this.”
His eyes darkened slightly.
“You want to know?”
He stepped forward.
“Then listen.”
His voice grew sharper, more certain, as if he had repeated this reasoning so many times that it had become truth to him.
“This girl is nothing but misfortune.”
The word hung in the air.
Heavy.
Unfair.
But spoken with complete conviction.
“She has brought nothing but bad luck into this house,” he continued.
“Since the day she stepped into it, everything has gone wrong. Loss after loss. Problem after problem.”
Zivah’s jaw tightened.
“this matter has already been decided.”
Zivah’s eyes snapped toward him.
Something about the way he said decided made it sound like there had never been another option.
“No one in this village is willing to take her,” he went on, his voice carrying across the space, unapologetic, unhesitating.
“Everyone knows what she brings with her.”
His gaze flickered briefly toward Eraya.
Not soft.
Not even harsh.
Just… dismissive.
“As far as I am concerned,” he continued,
“this is already more than what she deserves.”
Zivah felt her fingers curl into her palms.
“She has been here long enough,” he said.
“Long enough for us to see what follows her. Loss, misfortune, disruption, every single time.”
“She is not—” Zivah began, but he did not stop.
“The pandit has confirmed it,” he added, his voice gaining a sharper edge.
“Her presence is not auspicious. And if she is married today, that misfortune will leave this house.”
The logic was not logic.
But it was believed.
Deeply.
And then,
he said it.
“As for the arrangement,” he continued, almost casually now, “this man has agreed to marry her.”
He gestured toward the older man sitting at the mandap.
The man did not look away.
Did not even pretend discomfort.
Instead,
a faint smile curved at the edge of his lips.
Slow.
Knowing.
Unsettling.
“And not only that,” Thakur Sahab added,
“he is offering eighty thousand rupees.”
The number hung in the air.
Not as a detail.
But as justification.
Zivah felt something inside her twist sharply.
“She is not a piece of land you are selling,” she said, her voice no longer controlled in the same way.
“You cannot stand here and talk about her like she is part of a deal.”
“This is not a deal,” he replied immediately.
“It is exactly that,” Zivah shot back,
stepping forward now, her voice rising with something deeper than anger,
something closer to disbelief.
“You are weighing her existence against money and convenience and calling it responsibility.”
A murmur spread again.
This time,
uncomfortable.
“You are deciding her life based on superstition,” she continued, her words sharper now, more precise,
“and then justifying it by saying someone is willing to pay for it.
Do you even hear yourself?”
His expression hardened.
“You speak like someone who has never had to make difficult decisions,” he said.
“No,” Zivah replied, holding his gaze without stepping back,
“I speak like someone who knows the difference between a decision and an excuse.”
The tension thickened.
But she did not stop.
“You are not saving your house,” she said.
“You are getting rid of someone you refused to understand. And instead of admitting that, you are calling her the reason for everything that went wrong.”
Her voice softened slightly,
but the impact did not.
“And now you are handing her over to a man who looks at her like…”
She stopped herself.
But the meaning stayed.
Clear.
Unavoidable.
“I do not care what you think,” he added coldly.
“Today, she will be married. And she will leave this house.”
Before Zivah could respond,
another voice joined.
Cold.
Sharp.
A woman stepped forward.
Thakur Sahab’s wife.
Her eyes carried no softness.
No hesitation.
Only certainty.
“Kaanta agar pair mein ho to dard deta hai,
Nikaal kar phenk do, to ghar sukoon leta hai.”
[ ”A thorn in the foot brings nothing but pain; cast it aside, and peace returns to the house again.”]
Zivah felt her breath catch.
Because the words were not just cruel,
they were believed.
Deeply.
Without doubt.
She stepped forward again.
“No,” she said firmly. “This is not—”
“You do not understand,” the woman interrupted.
“Some things are better removed before they destroy everything.”
Zivah’s mind raced.
Logic would not work here.
Emotion would not work here.
She needed something else.
Something immediate.
“I will give you money,” she said suddenly.
The words surprised even her.
But she continued.
“I will give you one and a half lakh right now.
The gold chain I am wearing, my earrings, my watch—together they are worth more than that. Take it. But stop this.”
For a moment,
there was silence.
Not acceptance.
But consideration.
Thakur Sahab looked at her.
Then at Eraya.
Then back at her.
“No.”
The answer came without hesitation.
“This is not about money anymore,” he said.
“She will be married today.
She will leave.
That is final.”
His voice hardened further as he spoke again,
“Zahreela hissa agar badan ka ho, to use kaat diya jaata hai,
Taaki poore jism mein zahar na phaile.”
[ ”A poisoned limb must be cut away,
So that the venom does not spread to the entire body” ]
The argument did not change him.
Zivah saw that.
Felt that.
Understood that.
This was not a situation where words would fix anything.
This was a wall.
And walls did not listen.
They only stood.
Unmoving.
Unquestioning.
So she stopped speaking.
And started looking.
Her gaze moved slowly across the scene again.
But this time—
she took it in.
The old man—
still seated.
Still watching.
That same faint smile resting on his lips, his eyes not even trying to hide what they held.
Possession.
Control.
Something darker beneath it.
Zivah felt her stomach turn.
Her gaze shifted.
Thakur Sahab—
standing tall, rigid, unmoved by everything that had just unfolded.
His posture carried certainty, not because he was right,
but because he had never allowed himself to consider that he could be wrong.
His wife—
standing beside him, her expression cold, almost satisfied,
as if this outcome had already been accepted long before this moment.
Parvati—
held in her husband’s arms, her face buried against his chest,
her shoulders shaking with quiet sobs that had no strength left to become louder.
And then—
Eraya.
Zivah’s breath slowed.
Because Eraya was not crying the way she had expected.
She was not pleading.
Not resisting.
She was standing there,
still.
Her hands trembling slightly at her sides, her eyes lowered,
her entire presence carrying something far more devastating than fear.
Acceptance.
Not of what she wanted.
But of what she believed she deserved.
And that—
that was what broke Zivah’s hesitation.
But it did not disappear instantly.
It shifted.
Slowly.
Painfully.
Her thoughts rose all at once,
You cannot do this.
You do not know what this means.
This is not your life to take responsibility for.
Her fingers trembled slightly.
Her breath grew uneven.
If you step forward… there is no going back.
Her eyes closed for the briefest moment.
And when they opened again—
they went straight to Eraya.
Not the crowd.
Not the situation.
Just her.
And in that moment—
something quiet, something steady,
something deeply certain,
took its place.
If I walk away now… I will carry this for the rest of my life.
Her hesitation did not vanish.
It transformed.
Into decision.
Zivah stepped forward.
Her voice steady.
Clear.
“If that is the case…”
Everyone looked at her.
“…then I will marry her.”
Silence fell.
Complete.
Total.
Even the murmurs stopped.
Eraya’s breath caught.
Her eyes widened.
No…She can’t do this.
Thakur Sahab stared at her.
For a long moment.
Then,
he laughed softly.
Not amused.
But intrigued.
“Deemak lagi lakdi ko ghar ki chhat nahi banaate,” he said slowly,
“warna poora makaan mitti mein mil jaata hai.”
[ ”Wood with termites is not used for the roof,
Or the whole house will crumble into the dust.” ]
Zivah didn’t look away.
“If no one wants her… I do.”
The words left her with quiet strength.
Not loud.
Not forceful.
But unshaken.
Another silence followed.
Longer this time.
He studied her.
Then nodded.
“Fine,” he said.
“It does not matter who marries her. As long as she leaves.”
He gestured to someone.
A paper was brought forward.
“Sign this.”
Zivah took it.
Her eyes scanned the words quickly.
A condition.
No divorce for one year.
Property clause.
Legal binding.
Her fingers tightened slightly around the paper.
This,
was real.
There was no stepping back from this.
Her mind flickered once more.
You can still stop.
But she didn’t.
She signed.
The pen did not shake.
Because her decision no longer did.
The pandit was called.
The old man was asked to move.
Eraya still hadn’t moved.
Still hadn’t processed.
Her world had shifted too fast.
Too suddenly.
And now—
she was being asked to step into another reality.
One she didn’t understand.
One she didn’t trust.
But when Zivah stepped beside her,
close enough for her presence to be felt
something inside Eraya steadied.
Just a little.
The rituals began.
Fire lit.
Mantras spoken.
Words repeated.
But beneath all of it,
there was something else.
Something unspoken.
Two lives,
colliding.
Not out of love.
Not out of choice.
But out of something deeper.
Something neither of them fully understood yet.
When everything was done,
when the rituals had been completed,
when the fire had dimmed slightly,
when the murmurs had begun to return,
Thakur Sahab stepped forward again.
Slow.
Measured.
The same controlled presence.
But this time,
there was something else in his expression.
A faint curve of satisfaction.
“Congratulations,” he said, his tone carrying a quiet sharpness beneath its formality.
“You have taken upon yourself a responsibility that no one else in this village was willing to accept.”
His gaze shifted briefly toward Eraya.
“And you will soon understand why.”
The words were not loud.
But they carried weight.
Intention.
A warning disguised as observation.
“Some burdens,” he continued, his voice lowering slightly,
“do not show their weight immediately. They reveal themselves slowly… until it is too late to put them down.”
Zivah listened.
Fully.
Without interrupting.
And when he finished,
she stepped forward.
Not aggressively.
Not defensively.
But with a quiet steadiness that had not been there before.
“You speak about her like she is something to endure,” she said, her voice calm, but layered with something deeper.
“Like she is a problem waiting to happen.”
He did not respond.
So she continued.
“But the truth is,” she said, her gaze unwavering now,
“you never gave her the space to be anything else.”
A pause.
The air stilled slightly.
“You decided what she was,” she added.
“And then you spent years proving yourself right.”
His expression shifted, slightly.
Not enough for most people to notice.
But Zivah did.
“She is not misfortune,” she said quietly.
“Maybe she is just someone who was never allowed to belong.”
Her words did not rise.
They settled.
And that made them heavier.
“And if that is the case,” she finished, her voice soft but unshaken,
“then what you call bad luck… might just be the result of how she was treated.”
Silence followed.
Not loud.
Not dramatic.
But real.
And for the first time,
Thakur Sahab did not have an immediate reply.
And beside her,
Eraya stood.
Still.
But no longer alone.
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So finally this where the story begans from…(^_^)
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